2~ Am I still your number one?

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12:00 AM

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12:00 AM

Jens: "What did you wanted to tell me?"
Robbe: "I met someone... and we're dating.."
Jens: "Okay so?..

I felt so weird when he told me that.
You know that feeling when you're so scared that you almost start to cry?
That's how it felt... I don't know why but I think I felt jealous...
But I didn't know it for sure, untill he said the next thing.. then I knew it for sure, I was jealous... but why?

Robbe: "It's different..."
Jens: "What do you mean it's different?"
Robbe: "It's not a girl..."

He's gay... I knew it!
But I still asked myself why I was jealous about that...
Maybe I was gay too?
Am I in love with Robbe?
What the hell was going on?
I wasn't sure because I had girlfriends before and I had feelings for them.
I was so confused...
What if I was in love with boys AND girls?
Is that even a thing?...

Jens: "Oh... cool..."
Robbe: "You think it's okay?"
Jens: "Sure! Why shouldn't I?"
Robbe: "I don't know... you're acting kinda different..."

Yeah, I was acting different.
What if his boyfriend was more important than me?
If that was true, than I was alone again, with all my snakes.

Jens: "No, I'm just tired.."
Robbe: "Are you sure?"
Jens: "You know..."
Robbe: "What?"
Jens: "I just... Am I still your number one?"
Robbe: "Ofcourse you are my number one friend!"
Jens: "Right... but of all the boys you know who's the most important one?"
Robbe: "Are you serious? C'mon Jens you should know that you're always gonna be my number one, no matter what."

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