12:00 AM
Jens: "What did you wanted to tell me?"
Robbe: "I met someone... and we're dating.."
Jens: "Okay so?..I felt so weird when he told me that.
You know that feeling when you're so scared that you almost start to cry?
That's how it felt... I don't know why but I think I felt jealous...
But I didn't know it for sure, untill he said the next thing.. then I knew it for sure, I was jealous... but why?Robbe: "It's different..."
Jens: "What do you mean it's different?"
Robbe: "It's not a girl..."He's gay... I knew it!
But I still asked myself why I was jealous about that...
Maybe I was gay too?
Am I in love with Robbe?
What the hell was going on?
I wasn't sure because I had girlfriends before and I had feelings for them.
I was so confused...
What if I was in love with boys AND girls?
Is that even a thing?...Jens: "Oh... cool..."
Robbe: "You think it's okay?"
Jens: "Sure! Why shouldn't I?"
Robbe: "I don't know... you're acting kinda different..."Yeah, I was acting different.
What if his boyfriend was more important than me?
If that was true, than I was alone again, with all my snakes.Jens: "No, I'm just tired.."
Robbe: "Are you sure?"
Jens: "You know..."
Robbe: "What?"
Jens: "I just... Am I still your number one?"
Robbe: "Ofcourse you are my number one friend!"
Jens: "Right... but of all the boys you know who's the most important one?"
Robbe: "Are you serious? C'mon Jens you should know that you're always gonna be my number one, no matter what."
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Born Confused ~ Lyes Panthers
Ficção AdolescenteYou like boys or you like girls, you can't like both! But what if you do? Girls are so pretty and smell so good, while boys are charming and goofy, they're such a mood! Why can't you just like both? Or can you?