10~ Goodbye Life

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BEFORE READING!
This chapter contains deep things like: "go commit suicide already"
"No one wants you here" "I wish you were dead" "you don't deserve it to be here"
If reading this hurts you, please don't go any further, and if you're struggling with bullies or mental health... TALK ABOUT IT!



That was Jana. Full in tears. But for how long has she been standing there? Did she saw the kiss?...

Jens: "We gotta go to class now I guess... we only have 2 hours left so after the last lessons we can go straight trough my house."
Robbe: "Ha! Stra-"
Jens: "That's my kind of humor."
Robbe: "Sorry grumpy cat."
Jens: "You know the cat died... I actually really liked him you know?"

The two lovers were walking out of the arts class and they saw Jana of course...

Jana: "Oh hey baby!" She kisses Jens right in front of Robbe, he already started tearing up "You know your lips taste like garbage, oh sorry it was b-be-Because starts to tear up because you just made out with that little ugly rat!"
Jens: "I-I can explain!"
Jana: "Bæ! I'm not mad at you! Laughs You can't do anything about it that this gross little monster is stalking you."
Robbe: starts crying "B-but-"
Jana: "B-b-? HAHA You're so weak and ughh why are you still here? Shouldn't you commit suicide already? No one want you here except starts crying again except Jens! Why? Why always you? I've been crushing on you since you passed me by in the hallways when w-we were just in highschool... we were 11.. But still no one wants you here! Never wondered why you're getting-"
Jens: "Enough!"

Jens tried to stop her while Robbe is just listening while crying... no one wants you here. Commit suicide. You're weak.

Jana: "You're getting bullied because you're so sticky on Jens! Everyone is talking about you stealing MY boyfriends hoodies and how he always runs after you when you're scared and-"
Jens: "Maybe because I'm his best friend?"
Jana: "You guys just made out!"
Jens: "Okay yeah but... if it's true that everyone is talking about us like that. Screw that I'm tired of all these toxic people in here. You know what? I'm bisexual. And I'm proud. I'm in love with Robbe not with you-"
Jana: "What? You-"
Jens: "Sorry I was just so in love with Robbe and I felt so alone because I didn't know if I was gay or if I was even a thing. and I used you so I could've get rid of my feelings for Robbe. But they were too strong. But you were such an amazing girl but but this? How can you say all those things? Fuck you!"

Jens leaves in anger. So Robbe is all alone with Jana. He tried running after him but Jana thinks differently.

Jana: "Not so fast faggot!"
Robbe: "N-no please.."

He knows what she is going to do. Jana punches Robbe in his face and kicks him in the stomach.

Robbe: "Jens! Come help me! Please!"
Jana: "He just left you! And now I will. No one loves you. But oh you're already in your 'safe place'! The arts class HAHA GAY! Goodbye motherfucker."

Robbe was all alone. No energy. No teachers around. The school bell already ringed. His nose was bleeding. And he was tired. Mentally tired and physically. He was actually thinking:

She was right haha... no one loves me. I should commit suicide. Jens just left... just like Sander. He doesn't care about me.

He stands up and opens the window

Goodbye life. You've never loved me and honestly, I've never enjoyed you-

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