Why do I feel so useless half the time?
Why do I constantly fighting with myself on wither I deserve to live or not?
And why are the only words I can describe myself as so hurtful?
Stupid, ugly, fat, useless, unworthy, dumb, annoying, unimportant, invisible, and stubborn.
"Your to mean to others, you need to learn how to fix that." They say as I replay "ok, I'll try."
"You have to much of a bully why want you go to the gym or even diet with me?" They ask as I replay " no thank you I am ok." As if I am not starving myself.
"Your tone of voice is to tuff your a girl you need to learn to talk more softly." The comment as I replay " I'll try."
These are only the things my family has told me I can only imagine what people say about me behind my back.
I don't sleep, I don't eat, I don't stay hydrated because what's the point maybe everyone well be happier with out me here.
The only people keeping me here are luna948, Mimiloverz, _Mel930_, and NamjinLoverzz
As well as my new friends that I have meet online EmbreTheWorld and BTSLover180.
I love and appreciate all of them and you guys.
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My inner demon aphmau one shots
FanfictionThis will be a series of my inner demons one- shots, if you don't know what my inner demons is it's a small Minecraft series on Aphmus channel, so the characters in this book belong to her not to me. Cover art, not mine ( I am also not sure who it...
