IE Ares/Orion X Reader~Head Canons~

Request 8: Inamori Asuto

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By: Sora-17

Me:*facing a corner*

Kuruna: heyyo Kitty wassup?

Me:...

Kuruna: kitty?...

Me: *turned her head around*

Kuruna: HOLY BISCUIT WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR EYE?!

Me: watching the same sad scene over and over again for the last few hours...

Kuruna: dude you need to see a doctor

Me: I'll go... But for now enjoy this...

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~ What charm does he have? What could he possibly done to drawn you into him? What makes him so precious in the first place in your heart?

~ Perhaps because of his cheery personality that could lighten up your day? Or is it the little simple act you always noticed when you glanced at him? Or maybe because of his old promise to always protect you?

~ Being targeted as a weakling and judged by some people rather unfairly, is definitely a depressing thing. And that's why his words hold an impact so strong it stayed even to this day.

~ You even wrote exchange diaries while pretending to be him in your own diary. You also wrote poems about him which I must say the content is a bit cheesy. But hey, at the touch of love everyone can become a poet.

~ However, all good thing must come to an end. When the baby bird is old enough, they must leave their nest. However unlike baby bird. In your case when you've grown strong from his feeding of protection, he left feeling relief.

~ Without him by your side, you are nothing— not a poet, not a baby bird, nothing.

~ While you're lamenting over how worthless you are without him. He had found a person he can relied on and make his heart beats a thousand times. Now looking at him, he reminds you of yourself when you're following him like a lost puppy. How ironic.

~ However, unlike your case. The said other person took notice of his presence and actually managed to form a sincere relationship with him.

~ You felt shocked and betrayed, but you just watched him in a distance congratulating him with a broken smile. You silently bite your lips, preventing yourself from sobbing. On the place where you've always quietly wait for him to return, full of memory.

~ As time passed, you're running out of life. Slowly, you melt into breath. Not that you care right?

~ You pray repeatedly to the point you believe, that this is a dream. You pray too much that you can't suppress your own feeling. The sadness and sorrow that is filled inside your heart is spilling out, transformed into tears.

~ You watch him nonchalantly, he laughing with the person. You smiled thinking how you used to laugh like he does. You closed your eye and sighed.

~ Laugh is because of joy. Then tears are also of joy, I suppose.

~ You opened your eye with a smile. Transparent tears blurred your sight, you ran to the school rooftop with a big grin.

~ When you arrived, you gathered as many air you can filled in your lungs and shouted as loud as you can. You're pretty sure everyone in Japan can hear you.

~ "I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY WITH THE ONE YOU LOVE ASUTO BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY! BUT I'LL BEAT YOU TO A PULP IF YOU DARE TO FORGET ME!"

~ You look at the forget-me-nots in your hand you had picked up beforehand. You smiled because of the fun memory when you and him were younger you'd have a little adventure to find forget-me-nots since it's his mom's favorite.

~ You put the small flowers in your palm, and placed your palm right in front of your lips. Winds start to flow as if they knew what your intention is. You blow the flowers away, set them flying over the town. Blue flowers dotted the scenery, as if angels were coming. You shouted again.

~ "FORGET ME NOT ASUTO! FORGET ME NOT!"

~ You laughed this time, wholeheartedly. There's still tear resting on the corner of your eye but hey...

~ At least you're better now right?...

When your love is with happiness
That is the true meaning of love.

"Thank you for the best memories Asuto..."

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Kuruna: they're... Good ig

Me: *sobbing on her phone*

Kuruna: dude chill go see the Doctor! *snatched her phone and see what she's watching*... Anohana?

Me: *cries a waterfall*

Kuruna: *drown by tears* Oh f—

-eight request current status: done-

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