Back At One

Shawn: The Truth

I fucked up I know that she's probably going to try to figure it out in her head right now. When I got in the back I sat closer to my son he was still sleep until I touched him he yawned and looked into mine eyes "Hey did I wake you?" I asked he smiled at me "My bad son I didn't mean to do it" I said as I let him grab my finger Devin finally got into the car this point she didn't say anything she just turned on the car and started to drive off "He sleeps like you sometimes" Devin finally said to me "Really?" I asked Saa laughed and tried to put my finger in his mouth "Really he's a very light sleeper when he's on road but when he in the bed he'll be knocked out like a light" she said as she looked at the rear view mirror I smiled at her she looked at the road again. The car got quiet for the rest of the drive when she got out of the car and opened my door "Come on so you can watch me take Saa out please" she said as she hands me his book bag  I did what I was told I lost focus again but the whole time I was watching her body especially her ass "And that's how you do it" she said as she was hold the car seat "Oh OK" I said as I tried to act like I was paying attention to her "You suck at fake listening" she said as she shook her head "Damn Devin you always catch me" I said she laughed and walked by I followed her in the house and closed the door behind me "Come on we can put him to bed together" Devin said then she went up the steps I followed her like a lost puppy and we went into his room she turned on the light the room looked just the way I thought it would be since Devin was in  charge of the room "It's nice it looks like you" I said as I put his bag in the chair "Thanks we like it too" Devin said as she started to take him out of his seat "Listen Devin, I know you have a lot of questions to ask I am ready to answer them" I said she took Saa towards me "You hold him for me while I get him ready for bed please" she said "Sure of course" I said she gave him to me "Watch his head he is a real live baby" she said with a smirk "Don't bring that up yo it was one time" I said Saa let out a little giggle "Why you laugh little man" I said to him as I let him grabbed my finger "I tell him the story once in a while" she said as she walked to his dresser and picked out his night clothes "That's messed up Dev" I laughed she she laughed too and came back to me "Let me show you how to change his clothes" she added I handed him over and watch her take his stuff and put his new clothes and she put him in his crib "He will be asleep after I turn the nights and he's walls like the stars and the moon glows in the dark" she said as she took my hand and lead me out of the room and she turned off the light and closed the door "Now start talking" she said as she crossed her arms "I don't know what to say" I said "How about from the beginning" she said I sighed and walked away from her "Deadass yo" she said I felt her footsteps behind me I stopped in the living room and faced her she looked pissed at me "What?" I said she crossed her arms "Spill it nigga" she said I sighed and sat on the love seat she sat next to me "Ok" I said I took her hands "I didn't leave you for someone else I promise you the reason why I left because my past was coming back to hunt me and they wanted me to kill you and I couldn't do it because I love you I still do" I said she moved her hands "Why didn't you tell me?" she asked me "If they knew that I lied or that you alive they would have killed you themselves and I had to disappear because if I was near you they would killed us" I said she sighed "Look at me Shawn" she told me and what I  did what I was told "I understand why you did it and just so you know I would have killed them before they would have killed me" she said with a little smile "Not funny Dev"  I said she kissed me on the cheek "Sorry I missed you like crazy" she said I looked at her and I was gonna kiss her but Saa started to cry "I gotta go" she said then just like that she was gone.