Her Memories; KTH TXT FF

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-S U H Y E O N G -

The day finally came for the funfair as I strolled down the path of the school where many students were walking and buying things or food from each booths and sometimes participate on playing with the games they prepared.

I was all alone now since Taehyun went to the science lab for his volunteer and probably later, he'll be up the stage performing after days passed of practicing. Since the day Haejung left the world, giving me a big question mark.

Beomgyu was busy too though as he also volunteered to help a booth few days ago and that's why I helped him to prepare too. I just wish both him and Taehyun were in good terms because he kept on suspecting him that was the murder but I think no.

Somehow, the murderer was slowly starting to slip away from our fingers because we can't figure out who it is. But there's a big possibility that the person was all along with us pretending to be innocent.

This unknown feeling kept on growing in me even though I kept ignoring him and I just realized that her mother had returned but he asked me to just stay as she can't see me. And that was the last time we talked.

But I just can't stop following him around since the day he told me about the incident during PE. That uncomfortable feeling kept on bugging me as if like it wanted me to see him even from a distance.

Is the murderer perhaps really near to us or is it really Beomgyu who murdered me?

And that thought reminded me that I haven't give the glass that had Beomgyu's fingerprint on it.

Jinjja how can I be so forgetful. I'll just give it to him later at home. I got his fingerprint during the time I helped him at the school's kitchen.

What is he going to do at me?

He took out the thing from behind him as I stared at it in horror.

"Instead of just thinking about that guy. Can you.... Help me cut the fruits for the funfair? I volunteered to help a friend and the cooking department to cut the fruits and sell it at the funfair before performing "he said in a deep voice and gave me the sharp knife.

"YAH JINJJA YOU SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME! I ALMOST THOUGHT YOU'RE THE MURDERER AND YOU'RE GOING TO KILL ME AGAIN! " I yelled at him and stand up, took the knife, giving him a deathly look while holding the knife as if ready to stab him with that dangerous weapon.

"Fuh, you are a scaredy cat yet you love to bring that thriller book midnight stairs everywhere when you're still alive. But what if I am the killer what would you do?" he scoffed and crossed his arms to his chest that really rose my suspicion because of his question.

"I.... Would kill you but I know you're not that kind of person are you?" he didn't answered me but instead he took a watermelon that was placed in a refrigerator and went to the kitchen station before placing the fruit down on a wooden chopping board in front of him.

He took out a knife and turned on a tap before rinsing the blade under the warm water. He placed the knife down on the chopping board and took the watermelon in his hands then washed it under the water like what he did with the knife. Once he was done, he sliced it slowly into two with the use of the knife and started to cut the watermelon's half into triangles.

I was scanning what he was doing for a long time when I realized I need to do something and helped him. But first things first.

I took a pair of plastic gloves and took a glass while eyeing him in case he noticed what I am doing.

I threw the glass on the floor making myself look clueless as possible like it accidentally slipped off my hands.

He turned his head to my direction and placed down the knife as he took steps to me.

I went down on the floor when it's my time to act as I picked up the pieces of sharded glasses using the gloves. He went down to his knees in front of me and helped me collecting.

He touched this big broken glass that probably can fit a whole fingerprint but soon let it go and placed it back down on the floor.

"I'll just sweep it" he informed me and stand up, brushing his pants off before going to get the broom.

I took the glass that he touched and secretly placed it in the pocket of my blazer using the gloves I was wearing.

I smiled and chuckled to myself a bit when I saw Beomgyu wearing a pink polka dotted apron, taking the customer's order for the booth he was taking care off with other students while he smiled brightly, thanking each of the customers.

Cute was the only word I could describe at him right now. I never see that kind side of him.

These past days without talking with Taehyun was like hell to me because I can't stand ignoring or not talking with people but I still want to be mad at him after what he did at Jaeshin.

I spent a lot of time with Beomgyu since as you all know that he and Taehyun was the only one that can see me.

I make a run to Beomgyu and hugged his back once the customers were not that many for him to be busy.

He noticed and smiled at me that made me feel flustered and weak in the inside.

"Open your mouth "he whispered then took a toothpick and pressed it at a small cube of papaya before sneakily gave it to me by shoving it in my mouth.

I ate the papaya he gave me and pressed my cheek at his shoulder while grinding on my food.

"Thanks "I thanked him after I swallowed it.

"No problem. I know you like papaya so it won't hurt to get one right "he chuckled and a customer came so he took her orders while I was still clinging onto his back like a leech.

If only this friendship existed when I was still alive. I was always friendzoned by him and he didn't like me being around him like a fly circling around him. I was like a crazy stalker who stalked her crush but I still have feelings though.

And I guessed he made it up now because he's acting more caring and sweet to me instead of that rude and harsh Beomgyu I used to know. But however, even though positive thoughts were filling my head, negative thoughts came aside too.

What if he's just pitying me because I'm already dead and when I'm gone he's already done with all of this caring things.

What if he's just acting sweet in front of me so I won't suspect him like how Taehyun suspected him that he murdered me?

But if he did murder me....what is his motto though? Annoyed? I think, Cruel to him? Probably no. Jealous? What is he jealous about? Just wants to kill me as I'm a victim too? Possible.

To be continued...