Her Memories; KTH TXT FF

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- S U H Y E O N G -

"Just.... What are we? We're getting more close like this even though it's only for a short time "I asked him as he gave me my phone back.

"We're teenagers that was desperate to know the meaning of what is love "He curled up a small smile and instead of leaving the room or what he placed an arm around my shoulder.

"Let's go down, there's probably ice cream and other snacks at the kitchen "

I sighed softly at the thought of what happened last night as I just noticed that Beomgyu kept on staring at me beside me.

I turned my head at him and he pretended like he didn't see me by reading the book he's holding.

"I'm sorry for interrupting your reading but this is my chair"Taehyun's voice appeared as both of us averted our attention at him.

"It doesn't have your name here and it's practically the school's chair not yours "Beomgyu said in an annoyed voice before standing up with his book in his hand, giving him access to sit down at the chair.

"Hyun!" Jaeshin waved her hand at Taehyun as soon as he sat down at his seat and after she just arrived in the classroom and threw her bag at her chair.

She skipped to him that made me scoffed at her behavior. Without me predicting anything from her, she sat at my place as I stand up immediately.

"HEY!" I shouted at her but I know that no one could hear me nor see my really annoyed face except for Beomgyu. Taehyun was busy smiling at her as they had a conversation immediately.

I mimicked her and rolled my eyes at her some times but Beomgyu pulled me at his seat then asked me to take her seat since she took mine.

"Just ignore them. You'll see her only today because starting tomorrow we'll have school public holidays. Well even though it's only for a really short time about two days but hey, it's still a holiday "He informed as my eyes widened.

"Nae? "I said at him as excitement rose in my chest. Hoho now I have him all to myself-wait... What on earth am I thinking.

"ah... Gyu... Can you take that book sticking out from Taehyun's bag and give it to me?" I asked Beomgyu a favor and he nodded before standing up and sneakily took it from the bag.

He went back and gave it to me as I opened at the first chapter after thanking him.

"you should really read this book. I love the storyline and you won't stop reading it until the end so I really recommend you to read it. anyways....call me that name you just gave me. I somehow like it "he said in a monotone voice but I caught him curl a small smile at me.

I chuckled and pinched his cheek a bit before averting my attention to the book. Guess I'll be reading this book while they were learning because the teacher won't see me so why care?

Maybe Taehyun has a point that the murder was inspired from this book and maybe... Just maybe I can remember something at least with the help of this book.

So reading this would be a big help and besides, I'm one of the people who often finish a book for only a day or two because of my strong curiosity.

Time kept on ticking fast without realizing as break time passed by too. The sound of school bells kept on ringing but my eyes can't get itself unglued from each of the words in the book.

I was already drawn in the world of wild imaginations. Beomgyu kept on wanting to bring me to eat or what at least but I just refused and somehow, Taehyun was spending much more time with Jaeshin and didn't even care to ask me to lunch or approach our table.

I felt upset but I try to push that feelings aside and just focus on what I am doing.

Finally, the time for students to come back home came as I closed the book and tried to remember the number of the last page at where I am currently reading.

I'll just continue later at home after a break. I stand up and hugged the book to my chest before tossing my eyes at Taehyun and Jaeshin.

They were smiling and looked happy as I breathed out a sigh before approaching him from behind.

I held his shoulder but somehow it turned cold and looked icy as my hand turned translucent and it touched passed through him.

Why can't I hold him?

My eyes watered when I heard him laughing with her without realizing I'm behind him as like I'm already invisible in his eyes.

My hand suddenly went back to normal as I breathe in and finally, I can touch his shoulder.

"Just send her to her home, I'm going alone" I whispered and he turned around but I was fast to let my hand go and walked away out of the classroom.

I suddenly didn't have the mood to be with him or tag along with them, even going home so I was planning if I can go somewhere.

I could tell from his eyes that he was going to run after me but I gave him an assuring forced smile so he won't need to worry about me.

My feet brought itself somewhere I don't know as I walked past a cemetery and saw a group of people crying at there. Someone must've passed away, I thought to myself.

I just wonder, if my body was already found, if people really missed me and cry like that for me when I always cry for them. I wonder if people still care to search for the lost me.

I walked slowly and sat at the ground near a random stone tomb and smile at my surroundings.

We always walk pass this place when we know that we'll finally be here at the end, Buried feets under the ground. I touched the stone tomb and graze my thumb on it while my other hand was wrapping my legs, hugging it to my chest.

I was almost finish reading the book and the little spark in my heart was really excited to know how the end turned out.

I took the book and flipped it open at the page where I just stopped just now and started reading once again.

The cold sensation came again after a few moments that made me shivered and rubbed my cold body.

Why am I always feel this cold?

Why did that cold feeling kept on appearing at me and my hands would also appear icy pale blue?

To be continued...