The BAD BOY'S GIRL

The fight

'He leaned towards my lips and closed his eyes......'

I turned my head to the right and dodged his lips, his lips landed on my cheeks. When he realized it he quickly backed off, i looked into his green eyes trying to find out what was in his mind, anger and confusion flashed throught his eyes. He looked confused.

He let go of me and back 2 to 3 steps away from me,

" Do u like Zac? " he asked all of a sudden, shocked by his question i blinked a few times before answering

" No" i said shorty,

" If u don't like him then why were u making out with him? " he asked raising his voice a bit, which actually startled me,

"Whats the matter with u ?" I asked confusion and anger raising inside me

"The matter is i asked u a question and now u r not answering it and avoiding it" he shouted at me angrily

"You r not my father to shout at me like this nor r u my brother to know with whom i am making out or not" i shouted at him, confusion still in my mind

"Oh, that means you are admitting that u were making out with Zac" Austin said nodding his head a little, anger was still flashing in his eyes, i couldn't see why was he so much angry, if Zac choses a girl Austin finds another one, then whats the matter this time.....

"This is not it !!!, i don't like him, end of story, now leave me alone!" I shouted anger was running in my nerves, i don't like to fight or shout at people but i just couldn't control it.

"You bitch, you are kicking me out ?" He said, disbelief lacing his tone

" Yes you fucking asshole am kinking u out by word, get out before i have to really kick your ass out ! " I said more angered because of his big egotistical behaviour,

" Am not going" he stated, and that was my line, i pulled him by his collar and pushed him towards the door, he stumbled towards the door but regained balance by getting a grip on the door frame, he looked at me schocked by what i did, but that was it, he really crossed his line. He tried coming in but i pushed him out,

"Don't you dare come inside, what did i do to make u go mad at me?" I shouted at him more, "What did i do?"
He lowered his head and sighed, he looked up and his eyes were showing guilt and sadness, he took a step towards me

"No, don't come near me, you came here to kiss me or shout at me or what?" I said confusion lacing my tone, i was confused, firstly he tries kissing me, when i refuse he starts shouting at me, accusing me about making out with Zac, who almost raped me.

"Am sorry..." Austin said begans, but i interrupted him rudely,

"After all this, i am not gonna accept your apology, there was no reason to shout at me like this, we are not dating, you are not my boyfriend so please stop this idiotic thing " i said taking a deep breath to calm myself

Austin stood there, his head hung low, he looked at me with his cat like green eyes,

"Am really sorry, i know that am not your boyfriend....." he took a deep breath before continuing "Am really really sorry "

I shook my head at him and closed the door on his face, a part of me was telling me to wrap my arms around him, hug him tightly and forgive him but this is not the right thing to do now, there were tears forming in my eyes, i let them flow, i sat down on the floor leaning on the door, i was never this angry on anyone before, but what he did was not acceptable, and just telling sorry after you have hurt somebody doesn't heals everything.

He doesn't have the right to shout at me, what was he thinking, i started to think that I like him but there he goes, doing some pathetic things and now i really doubt about my feeling towards him.

While on the other hand, i am never gonna forgive Zac, for what he did in the party, but i was not sure that he did it intensely or was he too drunken to realise what he was doing......