I Can't Anymore... ☑️

Chapter 5

*3 months later - April*
Jennie's First Diary Entry

lisa gave me this new diary and it
looks amazing! we got it at this thrift
shop for only 4 bucks. god i love her
so much. i will confess to her on wednesday.. it's been almost two years.
also, i have been picking up pieces. i think jisoo and chaeyoung are dating,
the chemistry is obviously there
behind the camera. i won't think about it too much.. ooh lisa is here!
bye 🖤

Jennie closed her diary, placed it in a shoebox and hid it in her closet along with the rest of her other shoe boxes.

"Yeah Lisa?" Jennie called out.

"Can I come in? I bored and jisoo and chaeyoung left me alone." Lisa replied.

Jennie opened the door and appeared was Lisa holding a box of milk ice cream in her pajamas.

'Why are you so adorable..' Jennie thought while eyeing Lisa quickly.

"Why are you in pjs?"

"Because i'm comfortable. Is this all you see? I mean I know I am a snack but.." Lisa trailed off ending with a smirk.

"Shut up. Where did those two go? I'm pretty sure our manager said to not leave the dorm unless we are on a schedule."

Lisa shrugged her shoulders and plopped down on the bed.

"Let's watch a movie!" Lisa suggested in a high pitch voice.

"Why?"

"Pleaseee! I'm bored!"

'Oh gosh the aegyo.' Jennie thought to herself.

"Fine, one movie."

Lisa cheered and patted the area beside her for Jennie to sit down.

Once they are settled, Jennie started eating ice cream while Lisa search for a movie; she found Finding Nemo as a result.

"Really? This childish movie?" Jennie joked. She loves Disney movies but she wanted to see her reaction.

"What! This movie isn't childish. It tells you a life lesson about how you should  obey your parents so you won't get taken."

Jennie rolled her eyes and snuggled up on Lisa.

Lisa likes this a lot. She loves when Jennie gets comfortable around her. She's very grateful that this angel beside her fell from heaven into her arms.

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Lisa's POV

After the movie ended, it was already 3pm. My stomach started to rumbled but in the position i'm in, I can't move.

Jennie is between my legs, her back on my chest with my arms around her waist and she's currently sleeping with her head on my left shoulder.

I couldn't even pay attention to the movie half the time because this beauty between my legs stole it.

I brushed her hair away from her face to admire her once more.

I don't know what brought me to love this woman in a affectionate way but she did and I don't want the feelings to go away.

I guess Jennie felt my stares and started to slowly open her eyes.

Her eyes widen and started to cover her face with her hands.

"Why are you staring at me weirdo! I don't look good." She boomer.

I pushed her hands away gently, grabbed her chin, and pulled towards me. Our faces practically centimeters away.

"You don't have to hide anything from me. Besides, you look beautiful." I complimented while staring into those dark eyes, drowning every second I look into them.

Jennie relaxed and stared at my eyes the same way, full of adoration and maybe lust?

I leaned in slowly and capture her lips into mine.

When our lips touched, I swear they were everything I imagined.

And damn were they addicting.

Before we could even make a move to do anything, the front door opened and closed, making us stop abruptly.

"Shit." We both cursed under our breath.

Jennie hopped off my lap and jumped out the bed. I did the same but before I left her room, she pulled me by my shirt for another quick kiss and pushed me out the door, closing it in the process.

I sighed. I wonder what would happened if we wasn't INTERRUPTED..

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*Some Hours Later* 

Jennie's POV

"Jennie. Can I come in?" Chaeyoung called out in my room.

I closed my laptop and beckoned her to come in.

She closed the door behind her and sat on the bed. She looks pretty sad.

"What's wrong?" I asked, sitting beside her.

"I'm confused."

"What you mean?"

She looks me straight in the eyes. It was hard to read what she was feeling.

"Have you ever... been so confused that you have to confirm the truth yourself?"

I nodded.

"Please don't hate me for what I am about to do."

She grabbed my face and kissed me harshly.

She starts to slow down but she continued to kiss me.

I didn't know what to do. It was so fast and my muscles tensed up.

I heard a knock at my door and before the door could open, I pushed Chaeyoung away from me, almost too hard and walked quickly to the door.

"Y-yes?" My voice stuttered a bit. I tried to retain my composure but I can't. I'm practically shaking in my boots... (haaa)

"It's me Jisoo! Is Rosie in there?" Jisoo asked.

I looked back at Chaeyoung to see her smiling, motioning me to open the door.

What is going on..?

I open the door and Jisoo pushes the door far more open, making me stumble to the wall.

"Where have you been? You left me alone in the kitchen with food. I don't know how to cook!" Jisoo complained.

Chaeyoung started to laugh. "Calm your nerves. I was just talking to Jennie about how to wear my hair in our next tv appearance. Right Jen?"

I came from behind the door and both of them looked back at me.

I guess I should agree right?

"Yeah. I suggested a braid to the side." I lied.

Jisoo started to smile big. "I told you a braid looks pretty on you! Now come on and help me cook. If it was up to me, we will be having chicken."

Jisoo grabbed Chaeyoung's hand and started to pull her out the room.

Chae smiles at me before they both disappear in the dark hallway to the kitchen.

What the fuck is going on around here..