Wounds of the Moon

when I die

I am here wondering
How my last breath will escape my grasp
The final moment my eyes see's no more
The last kick 
As I bid life goodbye
Where will I be? 

Goodbye's never break bones
But hearts can be tored apart
As a loved one depart. 

I want to dance with the stars
Make them laugh at my silly jokes
As they escot me to the angels
I am sure they will be waiting for me
To reunite once again with my Heavenly Father

As I leave the world
The land of my father 
The house of my mother
And the entire family 
Bid me good bye 
It shall be sweet sorrow
But only until tomorrow 
Before we see each other again

I dont want flowers on my grave
But only tulips with red letters I wrote
I dont want sad pictures with happy thought's 
I dont want you to cry when you know me not
I dont want you to lie that we were best of friends
Who even used to hunt the stars during the day
I dont want you to say how I used to be your companion
Like a knight in shinning armour 
Because I am a friend to myself and my thoughts keeps me warm 
I dont want you to say you will miss me
When you know I never even cross your nightmares 
I dont want to be the center of sadness and false promises
Showered upon me and my family

I want my family to hold my casket
As we bid each other sweet sorrow
As we cry together remembering the things we have been through 
The laughs we have had
The silly pranks we did on each other
The fun family times we enjoyed
The times we have had each others back 
And the times we have guided each other

I want my mama to be happy
Even though happy in tears and sadness
For she is the only true love that never broke my heart
I want her to be at peace
Because she has made me the man I am today
Responsible, kind,  gentle,  loving,  and honest

I want my friends to be united as always 
To continue doing what we used to do together 
And not to forget about me
Only smile when my name echoes across the room

I want my love to be happy
Happy that she made me happier 
And my heart to swell with love
Because I found love in her
I want her to take care of our kids
With the future we planned for in place
I want her to smile not with tears
But with pride and admiration 
For the far we have held each other
For the love we have shared
For the happiness we have always had
For the care we have had through the years
And always remember our love is forever
until death do as part as we part ways 

Finaly I am at peace
Resting in peace