You're My Home [MiTzu]

YMH - 1

TZUYU'S POV

I went to the beach with my girlfriend, Mina. All of a sudden she ask me to go to the beach so here we are. I'm super excited and super happy to spent time with her.

I run and run and play with the waves at the shore. She's just looking at me. I can't see happiness even though she is smiling. Her gummy smile isn't there. Does she have a problem? Is she okay? Why do I feel uneasy all of a sudden?

"Baby, why aren't you running with me? Is everything okay? Do you feel cold? Are you okay?"

"I'm okay Tzu. Go ahead. I'll just prepare our food here."

"Alright, let me help you. You know, I still remember the first day we went here. That's the day you said yes to me. I'm really happy were here. This beach is memorable to me. Iloveyou so much Minari!"

"Yeah." she said. 'why she's so cold to me? did i do something wrong?'

"Let's eat?" i said.

"Sure. Let's eat."

MINA'S POV

I hate myself. I don't know how to say this but I no longer feel butterflies in my stomach whenever I'm with you. My heart doesn't feel any love for you.

I wish I could say it to you and I also wish that your feelings for me would fade away easily. When I look into your eyes, all i can see is love. You're always telling me how much you love me, you even say it brightly, so warmly.

How can i say that i no longer feel the same way?

When we go out on a date, I can see your happiness. I don't have the heart to say it to you, to hurt you and make you cry but what can i do? My heart doesn't belong to you, not anymore. It already left but how can I tell you when you're smiling at me.

I really hate myself.

Whenever I'm with her, I feel so happy. I'm more comfortable than I am when I'm with you. I totally forget that I'm still in a relationship with you. I wish I could tell you immediately.

Don't show me your dimple and your eye smile. It made me feel more guilty. I want to love you but I can't do that anymore. I'm really happy with her.

After we prepare the food, we eat. I'm still silent as she mention how happy she is in this beach. I remember, this is where she asked me to be her girlfriend. How insensitive of you Mina. You plan to break up with her on this place.

"Mina are you okay?" she ask after we eat.

"Let's break up." I said. That's the only way I think we can fix this.

"What did you say? Did I heard it right Mina?" she said.

"Yes Tzuyu. Look, you're really a good person and I don't want to hurt you any further and I want to be honest with you, to myself. I--- my heart doesn't flatter anymore. There was no love in my eyes. I need to do this for you and for me. I'm sorry." I said and kissed her forehead for the last time and I walk away. I can't see her crying any longer.

TZUYU'S POV

"Let's break up." the words that i'm afraid to hear came to my ear like a bomb. Mina, my one and only love broke up with me and left me here. In this beach she makes me the happiest and most miserable person at the same time.

What did I do? Am I not enough? I never cheat on her. I see to it that i gave everything to her so why?

I want to cry but I think my tears are empty. I feel like my head is breaking. I just lay down on the sand and stare at the blue sky.

"I really do love you Mina. I really do." i said and i thought there's no more tears left but it came running again and again. I can even heard my own heart breaking if you can say it like that.

I didn't know that I slept at the sand and when I wake up it's already midnight. It's okay i guess since this is one of my family's private beach house.

I don't want to go home yet. Well i shared the apartment with Mina so how can I go home now? I think I need to moved out and stay at one of my secret condo unit. The place where I can be alone if i want to and my friends don't know that place so even if I cry my heart out, no one can hear me and ask me anything.

I get up and went to my car and drive to our apartment. As expected she's not here but her things are still in it's place. I get my luggage and pack my clothes. I didn't leave a thing.

I still love her but I don't want to force myself into her. I want to give her the space she's asking for. Maybe she feel suffocated and she wants to breathe that's why she asked for break up. If I do that, will she return to me? Will she love me again? Will we be spending our time together?

Honestly, i'm not really sure at all. I can't see the sparks in her eyes. Her gummy smile isn't showing now a days. Is there anyone else? Is she inlove with someone now? Stop thinking Tzuyu. You need to accept it for now.

"You can do it Tzu! You have to live even though you feel dead inside. You're strong buddy. Go ahead walk outside of this house. Don't turn your back. Walk straight." i said to myself and walk out of our shared apartment.

"Now, you're all alone Tzu. Be strong." I said as I pat myself, start my car and drive away.

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