You're My Home [MiTzu]

YMH - 3

Present time

TZUYU'S POV

I just arrived in my secret place. I felt very tired of everything that happens today. I want to drink. I want to shout. I want to release all this burden that i'm feeling right now.

As i get a glass of liquor and went near the window, i can see the city lights. It's so beautiful, solemn but the view makes me think of my past love story.

Eversince Mina and I began dating, we started living together. We had lots of date nights. We do roadtrip during the day and sometimes at night too. We watch movies together, play games together, I even play the guitar, sometimes the piano and sing for her everytime she requested it. Basically i do everything with her.

Now that she's gone, i don't know where to start, how to start when everything that i do, she's there with me.

As i drink, i notice that my tears are falling. I thought my tears run dry but i was wrong. It really hurts. It made me question myself if I did something wrong or does she felt suffocated? I don't know. I can't find the answer to all of my questions and then I started to doubt myself that I'm capable of loving someone, to make them happy.

All i do is to give love but I have no idea if i'm doing it right. I also want to receive love but now that i experience pain, I lose trust, i'm now a person full of doubt. I think everyone will eventually leave me just like what she did. I know it's wrong to think like that coz not all persons are like her.

All my thoughts were gone when my phone started to ring. It was Nayeon unnie. I'm thinking if i'm going to answer it or just let it be. I don't want to talk to anyone right now. I just want to be alone, oh right! technically i'm alone, she left me. hahaha silly me. I just let my phone ring and continue drinking.

"Hey Tzu, wanna hangout? We just arrived today. Me and Jeong misses our children. Dahyun and Chae will come with us. We wanna see you! We'll go to your place tomorrow okay? I missed you. Say hi to Mina also. See you my child!"

Great! How can i say that her bestfriend and I are not together anymore? That she broke up with me yesterday? I'm not ready to see anyone right now so I just turned off my phone and continue drinking. They didn't know this place so they can't bother me for now.

MINA'S POV

I went back to our apartment. I don't know how to face her after what i did but i guess i need too. I didn't expect her to talk to me after yesterday and I don't know what to do also. I admit, there's a part of me that says "I don't want to lose her" but my heart is screaming other person's name.

Upon entering the unit, it's very quiet. Everything is in place. Maybe she's in the bedroom. I slowly and quietly entered our room and again to my surprise Tzuyu is not there. Seems like no one used the bed so I quietly search for her and there's no Tzuyu here. Her things were gone also. She left the unit i guess.

The doorbell distract me from my deep thoughts. When i open the door, Nayeon unnie, my best friend is there together with her wife Jeongyeon unnie. Dahyun and Chaeyoung, the lovely couples are there too.

"Mina-yah!!!!" she said while running towards me and pull me into a tight hug.

"U-unnie, let go. I can't breathe."

"How are you? I missed you best friend!" she said then they went to our living room and sat there.

"I'm good unnie. What brings you here? When did you arrived?"

"Oh, I was calling Tzuyu last night but she didn't answer so I just sent a message to her that we will visit you. She didn't tell you?" she said and here i am thinking again. She didn't mention it to our friends.

"Wo-would you like to eat something?" I said hoping that they change the topic.

"Oh right, let's raid the kitchen. Go with me you two. Let them catch up." Jeongyeon unnie said and the three goes to the kitchen.

"So where's Tzuyu?" Nayeon unnie asked.

"She's not here unnie."

"Ah that kid! I told her that we will go here. It's weekend so she's not on duty now. Where did she go?"

"I-- I don't know unnie. The thing is we broke up yesterday. I-- I broke up with her."

"What?? did i heard it right?" she shouted then the three went to the living room as they hear Nayeon shout.

"What's happening babe? Why did you shout?" Jeongyeon unnie asked and try to calm down Nayeon unnie.

"She broke up with our child. Go call Tzuyu right now and you, Mina explain what happen."

"I-- I fell out of love i guess. I'm-- I'm inlove with someone else. I'm sorry unnie." i said then i don't know that i was actually crying while saying those words.

"You're my bestfriend Mina but I'm sorry, if something happened to Tzuyu, i don't know if I can forgive you. You know how important she is to me."

"Babe, her phone is off. I can't reach her." Jeongyeon said and they bid there goodbye immediately.

I was left there standing, thinking if i made the right decisions but then i realize that one way or another, i will only hurt her since i already have someone in my heart. It's not her anymore. I really don't know if this is love but i guess it is since i'm happy with her, i didn't felt this kind of happiness in a while after i met her.