You Will Always Be Enough

Aurora

Its 6:00am, and it's been 3 hours since I woke up.  I've been too anxious. All that's been running through my head is the fact that I dont like people, I dont like sharing space, I dont like socializing, and now I have to give up half of my room for someone.

Someone I dont know, someone who doesnt know me! Oh my god, what if they touch my stuff.

I start pacing back and forth, not looking where I was going, and I hit one of my Harry Potter books down. It landed on the wooden floor with such a loud thud, that I jumped back, fell to the floor, causing another loud thud and screamed in surprise.

Not even a minute later, i heard a commotion and keys jangling in the keyhole of my door. The door opens and I barely look up through my eyelashes to see a worried and confused Nurse Violet looking around the room, trying to spot me.

I start getting up, and she jumps back in fright seeing me by my bedside.
"What in the world are you doing? What was that noise? Are you alright!?" Violet projects loudly. Nodding, I walk towards the book on the floor, pick it up, dust it off and put it back on my small yet overly cluttered book shelf.

"I'm fine, I just bumped into my bookshelf and knocked a book down". She nods and turns to leave, then stops "Then why did you scream?" I giggle slightly "I got a fright, no need to worry, I'm good". "Alright, well, since you're up, why don't you tidy this place up a bit, your roommate will be admitted at 8:00am sharp" she said with a stern look in her eyes, turned and left.

I groaned as she closed the door. I'm so not looking forward to this.

I pick up my dads book, and read the second page.

'My little bean, it's been 2 days since I found out you're going to be my little baby. Your mom and I were talking in bed last night, she asked me what I think you would be. I said I think you're going to be a little girl. She disagrees. But whether you're a girl or boy, I'll love you forever. I cant wait to take you to the park, or to the sea! Oh how much fun that'll be. Building sandcastles and playing in the water. I'm so so so excited.
We are also going to tell your grandparents! They're all going to be ecstatic.
Anyway, I must go, we have lunch reservations for the family. I'll be writing tomorrow.

I love you little bean
Till tomorrow'

I started wiping the tears that sneaked out of my eyes.
I had to keep myself busy.

So I started clearing the bed across the room from me. I took my records off, my CDs and my movies. I got the linen out of the cupboard and made the bed. I decided to use light green sheets and pillowcases and a grey duvet, simple colours as I dont know what this person may like.

I then move on to the dresser, I clean the mirror, I pack my hair products away, and hide my mascara because I dont want whoever to use it.  Thankfully the cleaners clean the bathroom, so I dont have to do it, so all I have to do is make my bed and hide my laptop and Ipod.

By the time I'm done, I check the time to see its 7:49am. I run to the bathroom, jump into the shower, wash as quick as possible, and jump back out. Soon enough I'm dressed and about to dry my hair when I hear the door open. My heart dropped and I couldn't bare to turn around. I'm scared.

"Rae, I'd like you to meet the Kims, this is Kim Jaeho, his wife Kim I-na and their son Kim Hongjoong. Mr Hongjoong has been admitted and will be sharing a room with you. Mr and Mrs Kim, I hope you dont mind him sharing a room with Rae, you see, this is our adolescent ward, and Rae has been our only adolescent patient for 4 months, and has been here for 7 months in total. She is responsible, quiet, and she keeps to herself. Rae, I also hope you dont mind that Mr Hongjoong is staying in here?" She questions me with a raised eyebrow. I immediately shake my head, "I dont mind, it's fine".  Well I wasn't expecting that for sure.

"That's great, now that we have had our introduction, I would like to take you to my office to sort out medical aid and accounting details, Mr Hongjoong, you may unpack your things over there and relax, as tomorrow is first day of therapy. Will you follow me Mr and Mrs Kim?"
They turned to their son, teary eyed, and hugged him goodbye, promising that they'll visit him, and telling him that they love him. That was a stab to the heart. They walked out and followed Dr Fuchs.

I turned and sat down on my bed, mentally freaking out because 1. My roommate is a guy, 2. Because my roommate is a beautiful guy, and 3. I DONT LIKE PEOPLE!

I get up quickly, trying not to trip on the carpet, and tell Hongjoong that I'm going to my nurse quickly. Then sped out the door.

I practically run to Violets desk, almost falling on the way. "Woah woah woah, slow down there" violet grabbed my arm to stop me from skidding into the wall. "What's the matter?" "Violet my roommate is a guy. What the fuck! It's a guy! DID YOU KNOW? WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME!?" I shouted as I glared at her.
She stared at me for about a minute, looking as if she is  trying to register what I just said.

"Are you serious? They put a male into your room? I didnt know, I just knew we were getting a new patient. Wow this is just, wow." She said and started laughing. Stomping, I walk away with a glare and shout out "You're no help".

This is going to be really really weird...

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Second chapter up. I left this book for a bit even though it was the first chapter. Thinking that it was stupid, until I realised that there were not so many Kim Hongjoong books out here on wattpad, so I decided to make it a fanfic about Hongjoong. Hope ya'll enjoy❤
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