Sanders sides Oneshots

Beautiful boy. (Logicality and Platonic Moxiety)

Patton's P.O.V:

I stare at my reflection in the mirror. I take off my baby blue hoodie and look at my white chest binder.

" Dang it! Not flat enough." I whisper to myself when someone knocks on the door. I quickly put on my hoodie.

"Um come in!" Logan walks in and gives me a small smile, adjusting his glasses.

"Salutations Patton. Thomas requires something from the both of us. Would you care to join me or should I tell Thomas that you will be spending a little time alone?"

"Oh um yes I am free!" We sink down together and Thomas looks at us

"Hey Patton! Hello Logan!"

"Salutations Thomas."

"Hi kiddo! So is there an issue?"

"Well yes, but...."

"But?"

"I don't think it's with me."

"Huh?" Logan and I say simultaneously.

"Like I feel like I'm trying to hide something from everyone. I have been getting sad about my body even though I know I'm a guy."

"Oh Thomas. You might be in denial about being what is known as 'Transgender' or the slang term 'trans' ."

"No what I mean is I feel like a guy. I'm just not happy about my...chest? I guess? I have wished it was flat even though it is. I've been thinking about it and it makes no sense!"

"Hm.Perhaps you are suffering from Gender dysphoria?"

"I don't know... I feel like I want to be a guy but I'm already one. I'm so confused. And I've asked Roman, Virgil, Remy, Deceit, Emile, and even Remus. None of them feel this way. The only two are you guys." My breath hitches and I start panicking.

'They can't know I'm trans, they can't know I'm trans, they can't know I'm trans!'   I think as Logan speaks.

"I can assure you Thomas. I am, in no way, experiencing body dysphoria. I am happy with myself and my own body."

"So that leaves Patton." They both turn to me.

"I-I don't experience body d-dysphoria! N-Nope not m-me!" I force a smile. Logan takes a step towards me.

"Patton? It appears you have gotten nervous. Is there anything you want to tell us?"

"Nope..I just um hope you get this figured out Thomas."

"I actually want you guys here with me. I don't know maybe we could hang out?"

"Oh um I need to do some things I guess."

"Patton? You are acting strange."

"I need to go do something. I am fine." I sink out and run to Virgil's room and pound on the door.

"V-Virgil! I need you!" He opens the door.

"Patton?! What's going on?!" 

"Just let me in I'll explain!" He lets me in and I sit on the bed.

"Okay Patton. Are you okay?"

"I need to show you something only...don't freak out." I lift up my hoodie to show my chest binder.

"Patt....you are trans?"

I nod as I start to cry. Virgil comes over to me and hugs me.

"It's okay Patt. You are a man. This doesn't change it."

"But Logan he-"

"I know. He doesn't see that you are still a boy even if you weren't born as one."

"How do I tell him?"

"You just have to be brave."

"O-Okay but what if thy get mad at e for lying?"

"Patt...you are in the closet. If they get mad it's their problem."

"Okay...I want you there. With me."

"That's fine."

"T-Thank you kiddo."

"No problem dad." We both sink down and I clear my throat.

"Um I h-have something to say."

Logan raises and eyebrow.

"Okay?"

"Umm I need everyone here. Deceit, Remus Remy, Emile, and Roman. Please."

Thomas summons all of them and they all sit down.

"Everyone is here Patton. Speak your piece."

I stare out at everyone and shake slightly.

"Um well as y-you know T-T-Thomas has been experiencing some...Dysphoria. W-well I uh...I should just show you."

I start slipping off my hoodie and I show my chest binder. Remy smiles wide and Remus laughs.  Roman looks at me in awe and Deceit and Emile gasp. The only one who looks upset is Logan.

"Patton, why did you not inform us sooner?"

"W-well I was so afraid because you are so logical and you don't see that I am a boy."

"Patton, I do see you are a boy. Gender isn't what's in your pants." He comes over to me and tilts my chin up.

"It's what's in your heart and soul."

I stand on my tip-toes and kiss him gently. He kisses back softly and everyone starts freaking out. Logan pulls away and pulls me to his chest. He whispers to me softly, holding me like I would disappear if he lets go

"My beautiful boy."