Sanders sides Oneshots

Goodbye

(Suicide warning. Seriously you might cry.)

Remus's P.O.V:

I look at Deceit's phone with trembling hands. 

'This shit again?!' I think as I reread the messages

Virgil🖤💜🖤: Maybe we can meet up sometime?

Dee💛🖤💛: Yes I hope so. My boyfriend is overprotective though

Virgil🖤💜🖤: So is mine. But what they don't know won't hurt them.

Dee💛🖤💛: Well I must be going my boyfriend got home.

Virgil🖤💜🖤:  Okay see ya Dee.

My boyfriend walks downstairs and smiles at me.

"Hey Remus what are you doing love?"

"Love? Really Dee?"

"I call you that everyday. I thought you liked that nickname."

"And I thought you promised not to cheat but I guess we were both mistaken huh Dee?" I cross my arms defiantly.

"I'm not sure what you mean..." He looks confused but I don't buy it.

"Virgil?! Remember? What they don't know won't hurt them? Well it sure does hurt. I guess your boyfriend is wrong huh?"

"Baby, you are taking that wrong!"

"Oh really? Because it seems like I'm correct"

"Let me explain!"

"No! You promised after Remy! I took you back and  what did you do?"

"I kept that promise-"

"NO YOU DIDN'T!" I take a framed picture of us and smash it on the ground. Deceit runs up to me and tries to touch me. I pull away and hold my arms as tears run down my face/

"Remus calm down please I can explain!"

"GET OUT OF MY DAMN HOUSE!"

"Remus he's just a friend! He was talking about-"

"LIAR!"

"HE MEANS NOTHING TO ME I SWEAR! I PROMISED Y-"

"I MAY BE DUMB BUT I'M NOT DUMB ENOUGH TO FALL FOR THAT. TWICE!"

He opens his mouth to say something but closes it.

"Fine...I-I'll leave." He goes back up stairs and I hear him sniffling. I stand by the broken picture. We took this picture on our first date. We ended up falling in a pile of leaves and we took the picture thinking it was the funniest thing. I pick up the picture and hold it, smiling softly. Dee comes down the stairs crying. He walks straight past me and shuts the front door. I collapse on the ground in sobs. I see the phone on the table and recheck the messages. There is a new one from Virgil.

Virgil🖤💜🖤: Dee! Omg Roman Proposed! He proposed first and I was supposed to meet up with you to plan the proposal! 

I gasp and pick up the phone.

Dee💛🖤💛 Um Hi this is Dee's bf. Is he with you???

Virgil🖤💜🖤: Oh hi Remus! Um no he isn't.

Dee💛🖤💛: Shit! I thought he was cheating  and I kicked him out!

Virgil🖤💜🖤: Why?!

Dee💛🖤💛: He's cheated before I thought he was cheating with you

Virgil🖤💜🖤: Dee? I'm his cousin.

I groan and grab my car keys. I race out of my apartment and get into my car, hoping to find him. It turns dark outside and I still can't fine him. I've been driving round for hours. My headlights are off as I park near the edge of a cliff and stare out at the sea.

I hit my head against the steering wheel and try to think. I nearly put my car in reverse when I see a figure there I didn't see before. I step out of my car and it's Dee! He sitting on the edge and crying hard. I try to be quiet as I watch him. He throws the occasional rock into the ocean.

"i-i-i'm so sorry Remus...I'm sorry i wasn't good enough." I don't see  what's going on and then he raises the gun to his head.

"Dee no!!!" I see his body shaking and I try to get to him. I end up tripping on a tree root and I fall over. Dee pulls the trigger and I scramble to my feet.

"D-Dee...." I pull his body into my arms and sob in horror.

I never got to say goodbye