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by chaoskkyun

by chaoskkyun

"Everything will be alright."

~Jae Pov~

I woke up in the morning alone in Sungjin's bed. I sit up and ruffle my hair. I feel like shit to be honest.

I get up and walk downstairs and see Ms. Park in the kitchen. "...Morning..." I whisper. The old lady turns to look at me. "Morning sweets. Did you sleep well?" se asks. I nod.

"Where's Hyung?" I ask. Mrs. Park tells me he went to the store with his father and they'll be back in about ten minutes. "Okey.." I mumble nodding

I walk to a cabinet and open it taking out a box of lucky charms. From the other cabined I take a bowl. I waddle to the fridge and take milk from there.

After I made myself a bowl of cereal I walk to the livingroom and sit down onto the couch.

Soon enough Sungjin comes home and wanders into the livingroom. "How're you feeling?" he asks. I shrug. "I could be better." I tell him honestly. The older nods. "Just one more year, and you can move out then." I just keep nodding.

After a few hours chilling Sungjin and I decide to go get pizza. Why not just order it to the house? Mainly because we both needed fresh air.

We got to the pizzeria. I sat down at a table while Sungjin went to order. He came to the table with our drinks and I thank him.

Sometimes I feel like I am a burden, because of my muteness. I can't speak uo for myself, so my friends have to protect me. For fucks sake, I can't even order food for myself or talk on the fucking phone.

I guess I should explain, how this shit started.

Uh. Well I used to be a cheery kid. I babbled a lot and was friends with everyone. I liked it. In 6th grademy parents told me to quiet down. I should act mature, since I was a heir to their company. Was. Not anymore. They took that from me when I came out to them. The told me to talk less and smile more. So I did. In 7th grade puberty came. I definitely wasn't a lucky one in the beginning. I started to feel like shit. Everything went downhill and I couldn't even talk to my parents. They didn't give a shit. So I stayed quiet. I know. It's kinda dumb. I could've talked to a teacher but I was so low at that point in my life.

Worst of all. My crush on Kang Younghyun had grown and I knew I had no fucking chance with him. I was just the quiet kid in the back who no one liked.

I met Wonpil and Dowoon in an afterschool club thing. We became friends after that. Sungjin became a part of our group when Wonpil and I were in 8th grade and Dowoon in 7th. Sungjin was in the 9th grade (but he got held back a year, so that is why he is in the same grade as me now) What I knew he was close with Younghyun. Later Sungjin told us thwy were dating at the time. I don't know why they broke up, but it can't be good, since he seems to hate Younghyun a lot.

What ever. It's not my business. I'm sure Sungjin wil one day tell us.

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I'm sorry this story is one hell of a mess. I guess I'll just go along woth it hnmfn.