Nick Jonas's New Assistant

Part Fourteen

It's been two weeks since that night with Nick. He has stepped back a bit. He's been less flirty and not trying as hard to get me to crack. I know he is probably doing it to respect me, but It's making me realize how much I miss him doing those things. The flirty comments, the hands on my thighs or arms wrapped around my shoulders. That night after I told him "not yet" I went into my bed and had to really think about everything. Can I do this? Can I handle everything that is going to come along with this? Can I handle the fact that if it doesn't work out my job is pretty much gone, my life as I know it? Before, I would have told you absolutely not. I would have told you that I 100% cannot handle any of that, that I cannot even think about the fact of my life being different, but now all I want is Nick. Everything else just seems so stupid and not important compared to him. I am ready. I am so fucking ready to just be completely and absolutely in love with him.

Now, I just have to tell him.

I was awoken this morning by Blake diving himself onto me, a happy and chipper "Good morningggggg (Y/N)." ringing from his lips. A groggy groan escaped my mouth as I tugged the blanket up over my head. It's only been two weeks, but the boys and I have already grown so close. Even Tyler is finally starting to open up to me. We all just spend way too much time together, there is no way we couldn't be close. I'll probably know everything there is to know about these boys by the end of this 3 months on tour, but I'm not too mad about it. They are all so great.

Blake gently tugs the blanket away from my face and teasingly pokes at my cheeks. "Come on (Y/N) we are in beautiful sunny Colorado, we have so much to do." I can't help but laugh a bit, he sounds so much like an excited child.

"Okay, okay I am coming." I say as I gently push him off of me, so he rolls out into the walkway.

"Great!" he sings and gets himself up, disappearing.

I'm wiping some tiredness from my eyes when a head pops in through the open curtain, its Nick. When I see him I can't help but smile. "Hey" I say tiredly.

He smiles back at me, squatting down a bit so it's easier to look at me. He chuckles softly, "Hello sleepy head, I sent Blake in here as your wake-up call, I hope you enjoyed."

I roll my eyes at him with a laugh, "Damn, I really wish I would've woken up with you on top of me instead." Ever since I realized I am done playing this game, done pretending I don't want Nick I have taken over the flirting side of things. I appreciate him respecting me and taking a step back, but its way more fun the other way.

He laughs, shaking his head. "I don't know what has gotten into it, but I like it." He gives me a wink and then stands back up, disappearing just as Blake had done.

We had ended up in Colorado the day before the show, so we had a day to relax and unwind, which is super nice. We were in Denver Colorado and I've heard how beautiful the state is. I had never been here, but Nick and the boys have on a previous tour, they have honestly been to most, if not all of the states in the US, which I am certainly jealous about, but excited that with this tour I get to knock a bunch off my list as well.

I roll out of my bunk and decide to jump in the shower, getting dressed into some cute, but comfy clothes and then doing my hair super quick as well as my makeup. By the time I was done all the boys were sitting in the 'living room' area waiting for me like eager puppies. I do get it though, we have spent most of our time cramped on this bus or at chaotic venues, so a day off is a blessing, let alone a day off somewhere as beautiful as Colorado.

"Okay I am finally ready." They all jumped up and started to head out the door, Nick lingered back a bit and gestured me out in front of him. I gave him a small smile and a thank you before following the rest of the boys out. It really was beautiful outside. The weather was nice and warm but not too humid, and there was a slight breeze in the air. I had expected to see Nick's body guards, since it's just safer to have them, but he must have called them off. I guess we are here a day earlier, and I'm sure the fans wouldn't know that. We decided to walk to lunch since it was so nice out and we weren't going too far. I had texted the venue owner and asked the best place close by, she recommended a small little deli style place only about a 5-10 minute walk so that's where we were headed.