Love Bites

Ch. 25

Onika // Nicki

I wrap my arms around Robyn's neck as she sits in between my legs and leans back into me. She places an arm over each of my thighs, getting comfortable.

I sit there watching Bey push Lily and Blue on the swings, listening to their adorable little giggles.

I lean down and start kissing the side of Robyn's neck, and her hands grip my thighs softly before she tilts her head a little to give me more access. My teeth nibble softly on her sweet spot, making sure not to break the skin, before flicking my tongue over the area.

"You betta stop." She warns in a husky, quiet tone with her eyes closed. I giggle and kiss the area once more before turning back to look at the girls.

It makes me happy to see my babies so happy and excited to be with Bey, but I also can't help feeling very fucking angry at how bad its gotten in our home. They shouldn't be happy that Bey finally fit us into her schedule. They shouldn't wonder when the next time they get to spend time with her is going to be. It should be an automatic that she wants to spend time with all of us as a family.

"You ok, princess?" Robyn asks as her hands massage my thighs.

"Yeah." I shrug when I respond.

"Tell me the truth. What's bothering you?"

"I don't want the girls to hear me, and I really don't want Lil to hear what I'm thinking."

Robyn stands up and turns around before wrapping her arms tightly around my waist.

"Itll be okay, behbey. Its just a rough patch right now."

I don't know who she's trying to convince more. Her or me...

"I hope you're right." My shoulders shrug again before I run my fingers through her hair.

I hold her face in my other hand before leaning in and placing a soft kiss on her lips. "I love you."

"I love you more, princess."

"I don't know if that's possible." I crinkle my nose at her before I kiss her again.

"Mama, mommy! Tum pway wif us!" I giggle and turn to look at them.

I notice this hurt look in Bey's eyes, and it makes my heart clench, but my anger isn't letting me feel it for too long. Robyn steps back so I can stand up, and we walk over to them hand in hand.

"Are you guys fighting?" Blue asks as we reach them.

"Who, baby?" I ask with a small frown.

"You guys and Deda." I look at Bey and then Robyn.

"No, baby, we aren't fighting." I shake my head to emphasize my point.

"Why would you ask that, Baby Blue?" Robyn asked as she started pushing her on the swing.

"Because you guys usually kiss Deda too, and you haven't."

"And you habent held Deda hand too." Lily furrows her eyebrows at us.

I make sure I don't think a single thing, and I'm literally praying the other two aren't thinking jack shit either.

"Well, Deda was holding you two, and we wanted to give her some time with you two alone, so we sat at the picnic table." I smile to try and convince them.

Lily looks between all three of us, and I know she's trying to hear us think. After a few moments of just watching us she finally nods.

"Otay." Lily shrugs and so does Blue.