A Beautiful Disaster

Chapter 32: Get Over

Abd32 Get Over

"There's nothing wrong in committing mistakes, as long as you've learned from it.. it's fine " -gelyenbalm

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TULOY sa pag-agos ang luha ko habang naglalakad ako papunta sa dagat.

My mind was out of space.. I am nothing.

"I hate my life. I hate how I suffered like this. All I do is to give love but why I receive this mess? What's wrong in giving love? " naiiyak kong ani habang patuloy sa pagluha.

The water from the sea reach my half of body. The waves are touching my barely skin. I am having a hard time to breath.

"I hate my life. I hate how they treated me like I am a whore! They don't know my story.. and I will let it to left untold.." pagkasabi ko ng mga katagang iyon ay ang paglubog ng katawan ko sa malamig na dagat.

I didn't tried to swim back. I didn't tried to fought my life.. I will let the water to wash me up.. I will let this cold water to take my life

Before I could breath. Someone carry me.. and I heard the word "CUT!"

Nanginginig akong lumapit kay Lico. He's holding a towel to cover my soaked body.

"Great work Lei. This will be the last scene. Congratulations." Director Ang said and he even clapped his hand.

Nagbihis na ako. I wore a black halter dress paired with black high heels.

"Are you coming tonight lei?" Director Ang asks.

"I can't. Mom set a dinner for me and her. It's family time director Ang. Sorry." I told him.

He smiled. "I like how you changed Lei." He smiled again.

"I like how you act like a lowkey person. Unlike before that you always look people chin up.. I like your changes. Anyway, we gonna postponed the celebration for you. Tomorrow night then. It's that great?" He said

"Sure. Thankyou " I said.

I told Lico to bring me home. Doon nalang ako sa bahay matutulog.

Inihatid nga ako ni Lico sa bahay. He's smiling like an idiot in a whole ride.

"You're creepy" inis kong sabi habang tinitignan ang aking sarili sa maliit na salamin.

"Ang galing mo kasi kanina. Naiyak ako" he said

"I know. " sabi ko. Inirapan nya ako.

"Pa-humble ka naman minsan" sarkastiko nyang wika.

"Anyway, have you talk Leandro to settle things up?" I asked

"Leandro? Ah. He didn't know. Ang sabi lang nya ay sinabi ni Aeron na si Aeron na ang bahala. Hindi sila magkasama "

Sa ngayon, baka nakay Franchesca na sya. Nainis ako lalo kay Franchesca. Ang bilis bilis nya. Pati si Aeron kakilala na pala nya.

"Pano yan?" I ask

"Ewan ko sayo Lei. Ang arte mo kasi. Ayan tuloy.." aniya

I rolled my eyes.

"Tsk. Don't call me unless it's 9 am" inis kong wika at tinanggal na ang seatbelt. I am home.

"Sleepyhead! 10 am I will fetch you here alright?" He said, and I nod

"Don't call" paalala ko bago binuksan ang pinto ng van at bumaba. He wave his hand before I turn away and walk towards our main door.

I open the main door. I saw mom walking towards me.