ABD42: UNWANTED
"I only want is to be chosen, but why I feel so unwanted for the people that I keep choosing?." -gelyenbalm
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"CUT!" that was the word that I would like to hear.
Tapos na ang shoot at sa monday na ulit ang shoot. Walang shoot tomorrow and the next day.
"Let's go for my photoshoot, Lico." I grab Lico's hand.
"Lei. Are you ignoring me?" It was Sam.
Yes, I ignored him. I just having a feeling that I cheated on him, although I don't care on what he might think, but still I am worried after that incident.
"No. I'm just busy, Samuel. " i sighed when he look at me like he wasn't satisfied on my answer.
"Did I do something wrong?" He asks and he's expresion was visible that he's worried and somehow curious.
"No, Samuel. There's no wrong about what you did. I am fine, we are fine. I am just busy that's all." I stated.
I picked up my bag and carry it.
"I have to go, Sam. I'll call you if I am not busy." I said ang walk away.
Dumiretso ako sa parking lot para doon na antayin si Lico.
Sumandal ako sa van ni Lico at saka bumuntong hininga. I am so tired in overthinking. Naiinis ako, hindi dapat ako nag-iisip nang kung ano-ano pero hindi ko maiwasan. Gusto kong sumabog sa galit sa tuwing naaalala ko iyong naganap kagabi. I am so stupid that night. I am such a disgrace! I almost losts my control-- I almost lost myself, no- I really losts myself, Aeron wake me up from that nightmare. I cursed myself tha night. I am so stupid to let him kissed me that way, for letting him to touch my bare skin!, I hate myself for kissing him back, for losing my control and gave in.
"Tara na?" Tanong ni Lico.
Tumango ako at pumasok na sa loob pero bago pa man kami makaalis ay nakarinig kami ng pag-impis ng gulong.
"Don't fucking tell me that-- that noise was our wheel's van!" I hissed at him.
"Don't cursed!, you pretty woman!" He hissed back and he step out outside.
He knock on my window and I open it to get out.
"What?!" Naiinis kong tanong.
Itinuro naman nito ang gulong na flat. I rolled my eyes.
"No way. Hindi ako magco-commute!"
I hissed at him
"Male-late ka na?!" Lico said.
Naiinis akong pumadyak, may tinawagan naman si Lico sa cellphone nito na siguro ay mechanico.
"What happened here?"
I was froze on the voice that I hear.
I closed my eyes and pray that it wasn't Aeron but when I open my eyes, it was him and his damn smile on his face.
"Nasiraan e." Sagot ni Lico dito.
"Need help? I can help." He offered a help in a most polite way! He and his trashy attitude!
I rolled my eyes. "Umalis ka na, wala ka namang maitutulong." I told him.
"Ay! Tama, may dala kang sasakyan diba? Pwede mo bang ihatid si Lei sa venue ng shoot nya? Susunod din ako." Lico said.
Pinanlakihan ko ng mata si Lico pero hindi ako nito pinansin.
"Wala syang sasakyan, Lico!" I hissed.
"Dala ko iyong kotse ng mom mo. Pinadala nya sakin" he said and he raised my mom's car key.
"No, I won't go with him, Lico! Find some ways!" I yelled at him.
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A Beautiful Disaster
General FictionLei Alvarez is a well-known actress and a model in showbiz industry. She only cares on her fame and not on the people around her. She was excellent in career but not in love. She once love someone and give everything for that person but in the end s...
