After the Full moon ➡ wolfstar ✓

{ Year 6 *Part 1 }

Everything was great, until that one full moon that changed everything..

A sixteen year old boy was laying in one of the beds from the hospital wing. His amber eyes fluttered open and he sat up, looking at his surroundings. James was standing there, a nervous look on his face. Something wasn't right. He just now realized that he was bandaged up, but something felt different. And he didn't like it.

"Remus..something happened last night.."

And what James told him broke his heart. Sirius had came in about an hour later and Remus shouted at him, making him feel even more guilty than he was feeling before. After all the yelling, Remus quietly told him to go away and he obeyed, finally letting the tears run down his face.

Remus sat in the hospital wing all alone; he was hunched over the bed, tears running down his scarred face. He felt torn apart..broken..He always felt as if Sirius loved him, he had hope that they could be together. But boy was he wrong. He was devastated and felt as if a dementor was hanging above him, sucking away all of his sadness.

Meanwhile Sirius was outside; leaned against the wall, sobbing into his shaky hands. It was all his fault, he promised to always be there for him. He was the one who was supposed to be the one to bandage him up. But instead he screwed up and ruined his relationship with someone who truly had strong feelings for him.

Months had passed and neither boy has spoke to one another. Sirius had tried talking to Remus, apologizing endless times but Remus never said anything back to him. James and Peter had tried to help them, but everything they did hasn't worked. 

Remus would try and live his life without Sirius but he found it to be the most difficult thing he's ever done. On the other hand, Sirius knew that he couldn't live without Remus. That's when he started to smoke, he'd start with just one cigarette, but one turned into two and three turned into four and he just kept on going. James had found out eventually and so did Peter, but they couldn't do anything to stop him. He knew that Remus was the only one to help him.

Full moons would be even worse. James didn't want Sirius to come with them down to the shack because he was worried that he would get hurt since the two haven't been talking to each other. Sirius hated the thought of it and pleaded James to let him come, but he refused to let him. Sirius gave up after hours of begging and spent the whole night smoking, his mind causing him to sink too deep into thought, no one being able to pull him up above.

Both boys felt heart broken without each other. 

They wished that this nightmare would finally come to an end.

I'm so sorry for this...jk I'm not 😜