My poetry

Alone

I always feel so alone
I feel like I'm drowning in the water like a stone
I have abandoned my throne
Will I ever bother calling the Earth my home?

I just feel like no one truly cares
They probably think they're obligated to be there
My heart feels like it has a big tear
Not my fault you don't like what I wear or the way I style my hair
But, I have to remember that life is not fair.

I let the imaginary black liquid drip from my eyes, down to the bottom of my face
I do wish life was not a disgrace
But I just keep living at my own pace
The darkness holds me in an embrace
People think I'm fine, but that's not the case

I keep my emotions hidden inside
I keep drowning in this strong tide
It's hard to believe others since people in the past have lied
Oh, how I have cried
This is the day that my soul has died
Life has been a despairing ride
This is a battle I no longer want to fight
I've tried staying in the light
But I've still been secretly losing sight
I just can't ever do anything right
I just want to disappear into the night

I wish I didn't feel like I was in such sorrow
Sick of people telling me I'll get over it tomorrow
My heart feels dead, but there is none to borrow

I just let the venom of negativity deep through my skin
My patience is running thin
I can feel it deep within
There's so much I want to say, but where do I begin?
Living life is just like discipline
But I don't care, I'll play you the world's smallest sad violin
I'm tired of being hurt when I let people in