My poetry

Everyone has disappeared

Everyone has disappeared
Got me writing like I'm Shakespeare
It makes me feel fear
It doesn't really matter anyways
I'm basically forgotten
I wish I was soft as cotton

Sometimes I want to go back to some of the things I was doing
Because in the end, I'd still be losing
I'm tired of wasting "good decisions" and choosing
I feel constantly alone
I feel like a crumpled paper, tossed and thrown

But I guess I don't actually need anyone anymore
I just feel dead and torn
No one ever stays or is real
For that, they shouldn't ask what's my deal
I'm drowning in tears the colour of teal
This is exactly why I never fully heal

I'll just stop caring
My feelings are something that aren't important enough to be sharing
My life is falling apart as my heart is tearing
I don't know why I still ever want to live at all
Now I'll be building walls that will never fall

I'm just waiting for death to come and take me away
Then in my casket, I will lay
I don't want to be on this earth for another day
It'll get better is all they say