Violets

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I take a look at these beautiful violets
For once, it is finally quiet
Even though it won't last
Time goes by way too fast
Living everyday feels like a task
But I just put on my mask

My life secretly feels tattered
My feelings are shattered
I feel as if I don't matter

Sometimes I don't really know why I still write about how I feel instead of hiding it like I did back then
I don't exactly remember when
I take deep breathes as I count to ten
Getting lost in my thoughts again

I sometimes am unable to understand my self and find the correct solution
I stand here in confusion
And I swear most new music from the present day causes my ears to develop pollution
What even is my conclusion?

I drown, intoxicated by the violets surrounding me
Just leave me alone in peace a let me be
They're the only thing at the moment that I want to see

I think I'm just jaded
My memory has kind of faded
I don't care if I'm ever hated
I don't need no one else's hatred
Yet, I somehow don't let myself be degraded
I'm not easily persuaded
What is this hidden energy I have created?
I get so devastated
My emotions are complicated
But that's already been stated

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