who is she?

like we never existed

Scarlett's P.O.V.
This whole week felt like the end of the world for me...okay that was a little dramatic but I mean it felt like crap. The first day I came back home from Paris and saw Jenna with Isaac, I was frustrated and mad but now I'm at that stage of heartbreak, where I'm constantly thinking about him, missing him. He was the only guy I ever loved or even liked. We weren't really official though because I just never called him my boyfriend or anything but I still loved him, I had feelings. We weren't bestfriends, we weren't boyfriend and girlfriend, we weren't enemies, we weren't lovers. It was hard to explain what we were.

We were just Isaac and Scarlett. That's the best way I could put it. There was no title for us. Anyways this heartbreak took over my life, and it just hurts knowing that I might never find anyone else.

I was at Rosie's house explaining my annoying emotions to her. But she was there for me, she didn't care how much I talked about it. She is that kind of bestfriend that will make sure you're never sad and will make your day a million times better.

"Okay you are going to stop talking about him, stop thinking about him! You are going to get up, get dressed, look your best, you are going to look hot as hell, so we can go out tonight and have fun! Okay?! Summer is almost over and I want my bestfriend to have fun and be happy!" She yells pulling my hand to get me to get up.

I start having a smile on my face in response to her motivating me.

She lets me borrow some of her clothing since we were planning to leave from her house. As soon as we got ready, Rosie calls up Susan to tag along with us. "Can Kyle come too?" Rosie and I both roll our eyes hearing Susan from the speaker. "Just say yes, it's fine" I whisper to Rosie.

Kyle actually seems like a nice person we just didn't know him too well. Rosie agrees to let Kyle come with us.

We arrive at the carnival that is by the pier. We meet up with Susan and Kyle and begin to walk around the carnival trying to find where they sell the tickets for the rides. We all pay for our tickets. We get to the first ride that involves a lot of loops and drops. I get easily nauseous, I hate roller coasters but I guess I just have to deal with it, cause my mind needs to be on something else besides Isaac.

"Oh my god that was the worst!" I said to all of my friends as soon as we got out of the ride. I felt like puking, it was fun yet horrible at the same time. "Cmon that was fun!" Kyle says to me. "That was hell...but yeah I guess it was fun" I admit.

"So I heard what happened between you and Isaac" Susan mentions. I felt myself getting upset once I hear his name. I got my mind off of Isaac for an hour now until Susan brought him up.

"We are not talking about that dick" Rosie speaks up, knowing that this topic has been making me feel like shit.

"Sorry for bringing him up" Susan starts to understand that I don't want to talk about him. "It's fine" I smile. We start to leave the carnival and go to the little shopping street that was very close to the carnival. I notice some people selling lemonade under their tent. I feel really thirsty, I need something to drink. "You guys I'm gonna buy lemonade, do you guys want any?" I offer my friends but they shake their head, not wanting anything.

I went and bought a bottled lemonade. I was about to open my drink until I noticed something that broke my heart even more. Isaac holding Jenna's hand while laughing, and having the best time of his life. My heart stopped, I was not aware of my surroundings, I was just focused on them. How could he do this? I thought they just had a one night stand or something, I didn't know they were back together.

How could he? That's all that was repeating in my head. They didn't notice me because they were too busy being all giggly and lovey dovey with eachother. I know Isaac and I aren't together anymore, but did he really move on that fast? I'm out of his life and instead of him atleast grieving me, he just goes back to his ex? Just like that?! It was like the beginning of junior year...again, when Isaac didn't know me and he was with Jenna. It was like how it was from the start. It was like we were seriously back to the beginning. It was almost like Isaac and I never even met, like we never happened, like we never existed!

My throat begins to feel stuck, and my eyes start to water, a tear rolls by my cheek. I was devastated. "Uh miss? You have to pay for that" the guy selling my drink says to me has been trying to get my attention the entire time but my mind was practically gone after seeing that. "Huh?" I face the man. "That's gonna be $1.50"

"Oh right" I said pulling the money out of my purse. I went to the nearest bathroom. Thankfully no one was there. There it was, another anxiety attack. I throw my purse at the wall, feeling angry and upset.

I kept crying until I heard the bathroom door open. I left the sink and quickly got into the nearest stall, grabbing toilet paper to wipe my tears. I left the stall, I walk up to the mirror and started to reapply my makeup to cover up the fact that I was crying.

So this is how heartbreak feels...

Hey guys I hope you enjoyed this chapter, I know it's kind of sad but I had a really bad day, catching feelings SUCKS!