Sorry everybody I lost my Inspiration and didn't know how to keep it up with my story
I was thinking about to just stop midway but I got myself together
Hope you guys excuse me And keep it up with me
Beams POV
Its been almost a month since this hospital incident Forth never left me sometimes we are at his place sometimes at mine
We never talked about what we are to each other
He always comes to eat lunch at the medical faculty and I always chose two meals that we share
Today he called me to tell that he has some sotus things to take care of and can't make it to lunch
But Pha and Kit are here so Iam okay
"Beam" Kit calling my name
"Yes Kitty" I said while looking at my phone
"Are you and Forth Boyfrieds now" he asked me smirking
"Ehm...ehm no?? We we are frieds" I aswer nervous and blushing
Phana chuckles but he said nothing
"But you love him don't you" Kit asks starring at my face
Phana Stop eating and loooks also at me
"I.. I.. I am not sure if its really love??" I don't know nothing about love I am all abouz pleasure I said feeling my face turning crimson red
Beam now is Pha speaking
Do you miss him when he is not with you??
"Eumm" I nod
Does it feels good when he touches you??
I nod again
Noww even my neck is red
Does your heart beats like crazy when he is near you??
"Sometimes I feels short of breath" I aswer
Can you image Forth with somwone else??
That question changed every thing I felt hurt and mad
He is my home
"Ooou Beamy you love him PHA our kid is now grown up" now kis said while hanging on Phas arm looking dramatic
"Shut up Kitty" I said sulking
"I heard from Ming that girls in engineering want to confess to Forth" kid said now in a cautious tone
I took my phone and wrote Forth
To Home:
"Hey can I come and eat with you?"
From Home:
"Sure... I'll go and grab some food.. And wait for you
I'm goimg to eat Lunch with Forth I said while stunding up and leaving the foodcourt as fast as I can
" We are coming with you they follow" without laughing
Forths POV
I was going to eat with the boys feeling a bit pissed cause this sotus thing is keeping me busy and away from my Beamy
I had to cancel our lunch today but he said he is coming to me
I was smilimg like an idiot
The guys were starting to make fun of me
Lam- ptssss hey Bro you are soo whipped and soo lost
Park- you look like an idiot stop it
Max - what are you guys... I swear he will start to drool over Beam haha
Tul- shia see him grin like that is going to hunt us
All 4 begin to laugh
Forth- shut up you fuckers I'll get some food
I was now waiting for beam with two portion of food friedrice with shrimp and fish and ships
"P 'Forth" I heard a voice calling me there was a girl standing there looking for me
"Yes nong" I aswer
"P' Forth I know you are not accepting Girls invitation but I want to tell you that I like you and will make you mine" she was saying that with so much confidence
"Nong I have a lover can't accept you" I tell her directly
"I don't know who she is P' but I can garantie that I am better can satisfy all your needs and I mean all and I'm not a give up person I wanted to tell you that I'll keep trying
What the Fuck is wrong with those nongs this days I was stunning in Schock
max was frozen.. Tul stopped eating midway.. Park and Lamwere starring at an very very angry Beam behind the girl
"Fuck" I didn't see him Coming
"Beam ehm.. Don't get mad okay I rejected her" I try to tell him when I saw his angry face
"Yeah I saw that worked fantastic" he said that in a voice and expression colder that the arctic and full of sarcasm
"I lost my appetite" he said that turn around to go
Phana and Kit were standing behund Beam with a concerned face
"P wait I am not finish Is that you lover.... a man P... I can compete with that" she say smirking and grabing my arm between her breasts stopping me to follow Beam
Phana and Kit Both looked at me disappointed And walked after Beam
"Wow thaat was intense a cold Beam is scary" park broke the Silence
" The atmosphere became cold" Tul brought in
"Eum" the other reply
I realise what is happening...".Beam... Beam wait" I never thought Beam was this fast
"Aaah Fuck... leave Nong bevor I loose myself" I told her furiously
When I almost reach them I heard them talking
Kit- hey Beamy are you okay?
Beam - "No Kitty that hurt I mean We didn't officially say we were together but he said he loved me
But I understand if I was him I would take her instaed of me too she has breats and a vagina what can give him... She was really pretty"
Loving someone sucks... I heard him say "now see thats what I get from Love... It makes me not act like myself feeling low and not enough may.. Maybe thats why he never asked to be boyfriends official" Beam was now let his tears fall
I saw Kit and Beam get in The car
"BEAM" yell out his Name
Was Phana was now standing in Front of me
"Fuck Forth you you fucked up bad
You are the fucking leader of those barbarians how come she can grab you as she wants"
She caught me out of guard let me talk to him please
Phana just nod and signaling Kit to get out of The car so I can get in.
"Beam I'm sorry I didn't react fast enough... I'm not interested in her please Bab listen to me I love you and if I ever wish to have a lover it's you my Home my heart my Beam nobody else but the only and true Beam Barame the beauty the beast the most ha handsome and dammmn sexy Beam are u willing to be my Boyfried??
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