I was writing this and listing to this one and some other songs I felt like crying there is nothing that hurt as much as loosing someone you love someone you could always count on lean on
Wish fun reading and much love in your life's
xoxo
Beams POV
I had a nice Day with the guys they were funny...we went to watch a movie After Lunch
Forth brought me home and the I got a message from my mum and she was telling me that auntie died she was very sick and the doctor couldn't do anything I feel lonely I felt lost...
I didn't know where to go I didn't want to be alone I tried to call Pha and Kitty but no answer it feels like loosing my second Mae.
just like that fourth at me asked me to stay at his place I couldn't say a word I just close the door and let him drive ... do you have class tomorrow he asked all I could say was yes at 9
I was crying in silence
When I heard him saying perfect
He was just there not saying much
We reach his place he gave me without a word comfortable clothes and a glas water
I took it went to his room change myself and sat near him tears were still falling I leaned on him and fell a sleep
I was dreaming about my birthday when I were 13 in when I found my mum and when I turned around I saw auntie leaving and I was left alone
Mooooom nooo....
Beam....Beam ... hey wake up I open my eyes and see Forth
Forth- Heeeeyyy... every is alright it was a bad dream you are not alone
Snif snif
She is gone I have no one else She left me alone
My Mother don't... snif ...care my Father less than...snif... my Mother ... snif... and she is gone snif I was trying to say but couldn't stop...Crying
He hugged me ..I'm not going to leave Beam I'm here.... someday you will everybody goes even Pha and Kitty are going I said my tears kept falling
Noo ...look at me I'll be here as what ever you want me to...I'm here ...
He placed my head on his chest and after a while I fell a sleep again
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I woke up with the smell of coffee and went to the kitchen there he was preparing something
Then he saw me ...Ehm.... I made crumbled eggs and you drink coffee right???
I just nod
Go take a shower and come eat breakfast there is a red towel ready for you in the bathroom
I nod again and went
After some time I come out in my clothes he looked at me and said do you want a clean shirt ??
It's okay I'll go home and change I answered
Come and eat something he told me
I was sitting there and eating
Forth - Beam
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