𝖳𝖮 𝖸𝖮𝖴, 𝖥𝖱𝖮𝖬 𝖬𝖤. na jaemin

𝗌𝗂𝗑.

:¨·.·¨: 
'·. 𝓓𝐀𝐘 𝟔

𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐍𝐀𝐍𝐀,

i did it jaemin. i did what i wanted to do for over a month.

they hurt, but at least i feel better.

u stared at me all day.

probably because you hate me.

i saw you and aera making out in the toilet, which was honestly disgusting but

it still broke my heart. i feel like a girl who's just been cheated on, even though we never dated.

your friend, renjun, believed that it wasn't me who beat up aera.

thank god theres even someone who thinks so.

he saw my bruises and cuts.

i was hesitant to tell him what happened at first, but i gave in after awhile.

by the way, why are you treating me so different from when we were small?

you used to be with me and treat me kindly almost everyday. but now? you're just cold.

i hate you jaemin. yet, i can't stop loving you.

i hope, one day, after i die, these notes get to you somehow, then you can realise the truth.

to you, na jaemin
from me, someone who's depressed

𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄: 𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐄..

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