𝖳𝖮 𝖸𝖮𝖴, 𝖥𝖱𝖮𝖬 𝖬𝖤. na jaemin

𝗍𝗐𝖾𝗅𝗏𝖾.

and so, na jaemin ran for his life.

NAHEE.

i stare at the sky. beautiful. something i was once inside.

but now, im nothing but broken. i checked my watch.

5:50

10 more minutes left for me to live.

i was leaning on the bars of the bridge of han river.

i smile and think of everything i had in this life.

sejeong, she was an amazing best friend, even though she really changed. not her fault though, i would be angry if my boyfriend didnt love me.

renjun, always there for me, even though i couldnt return his love.

jaemin, yes jaemin.

i sigh.

and i laugh a little as i remember every childhood memory we ever had. i imagine his face one last time, knowing i wouldnt be able to see it anymore.

i've had a good life. but good things always come with the bad.

i want to end my suffering.

5:57.

i take a deep breath.

inhale the air around me, knowing this would be the last time i took a good look around.

i have to admit, the world is broken. as a child, i always wanted to fix it.

but now i know i cant. i climb over the bars.

5:59.

60 more seconds to live.

i start to smile. my one foot dangles off the edge.

10,
9,
8,
7,
6,
5,
4,
3,
2,
1.

and then, i jump.

𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄 : 𝐈 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐂𝐑𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆
LMAO this means a lot

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