Ariana's POV
As i got off the plane that had just landed in Melbourne I felt really nervous.
I don't know why though, maybe it was the fear of messing this little tour up, but it was more likely the constant fear of knowing i could bump into jai or any of the janoskians at any moment.
Scooter helped me get my bags as i tweeted to my luvs
@arianagrande - cant wait to perform for my Melbourne fans 😘
In the taxi i looked like a little five year old putting my face up against the foggy glass window just daydreaming and still worrying about you know who...
After a good twenty minutes i got a text from Sean asking if i arrived okay and if i was all good. i replied back with
ariana- yep all good. luv ya babe 😘😘 'night
Sean- k love u too
He was so sweet and caring but half of me knew that wasn't how jai would've treated me. He would have told me how he loved me more and not just 'k , love u too' .
Soon after that i got a call from my mom telling me that my best friend Alexa had just been badly injured in a car accident.
my whole world stopped.
I didn't know what to do. that last time something like this happened was when grandpa passed away and the resulted in me not only losing him but also Jai.
i got out my phone and called Sean. He was always there for me and i knew he would find a way to calm me down.
*phone call* a=ariana s= big sean
S- hey whats goin on? i thought you said goodnight .
i could tell he was pissed off at somthing. hopefully not me because i'm already having an absolute terrible day.
A- ya i know. b-b-but alexa s-she's gotten in a bad car accident.
i started to softly cry. Jones was sitting next to me , so when he heard me start crying he rubbed his hand on my back in a attempt to comfort me.
S- listen Ari. I'm super sorry. i really am, but i just don't think this is working out.
A- what's not working out?
S- us. we're not working out. sorry ariana i tried my best in this relationship , but i was never really in love. sorry.
my. heart. stopped.
i clicked end call and just sobbed and sobbed and sobbed into jones' shoulder. and aw fuck i have a meet up
tommrrow with my fans .
