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I just don't know. I'm lost. I kept wondering. That night, I never expected some things to go worse than it was. I thought it was just a simple argument that can be fixed the upcoming morning.I thought to myself, maybe you're just mad. I'll let it go, tomorrow you'll be fine. Your anger will fade away, it'll pass.
Tomorrow, we'll both apologize for letting our words slip, letting our minds speak rather than our hearts.
Tomorrow, we'll be back the way it was. Because that day, we'll choose to hold on rather than to give up right? We'll keep looking for that one reason to stay, letting ourselves be blinded by the hurtful things that persuades us to be freed by each other.
"Just please Miku, I don't want to hear any of your explanation anymore"
"But-"
"I'm tired, just let me sleep"
I shouldn't have complied. I shouldn't have let you stay up that night overthinking things that kills you inside. I shouldn't have left you alone trapped between the scenarios in your head.
But I did.
I'm so sorry.
"I need space"
You said to me the next morning.
I told you that I'll make it up to you. I won't repeat the same mistake all over again. That I'll stop abusing the countless chances that you gifted me as you tell me one reason why.
"Because I love you"
I couldn't stand watching you shatter in front of me. I wanted to hold you so bad but I was afraid that the one thing that used to fix you was now the one breaking you apart.
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My Megurine (Megurine x Miku)
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