Putri Kusayang

Prologue Part 5

 17 May 2016,

I was preparing myself for graduation, I have to admit I was really anxious, there was a crowd full of parents crying, some really proud, and the others were just reacting to the parents crying.

As I was called on stage, I walked slowly to the principal and took a picture from the school's photographer while I received my diploma, then we sing a memorable song made by all of our class combined, after that, we surprised them with blowing up multiple confetti canons, it was an incredible memory that I might not want to forget for the rest of my life and for once my mom attended the events that were held at school.

A few days have passed, I was ready to go to Central Kalimantan, I packed my stuff, I call my mom to send me to the airport and we said our goodbyes, it was hard for mom to lose my dad, but she is strong enough to leave me be,

As I was at the airport, I had a lot of security checks, I waited in lines to get on the plane, and sometimes I got bored because of the plane not going to board any time soon.

But as it starts to fly in the air, I've been watching animated movies on the plane, I was served food and drinks, and I slept for a while because I was nauseous by the plane moving sometimes. As Kalimantan was already in view, the view on the window's plane was breathtaking, I didn't even know Kalimantan would be that big!

After the plane had successfully landed in Central Kalimantan, I call a taxi from my phone and made my way to my new apartment, the city in Palankaraya was so huge and crowded, But I manage to find a tall building that was covered in green and white. I went to the apartment and the receptionist had given me the key to my room on the fourth floor when I had just entered my room, it was already full of furniture, my bed, my desk, everything was here, well except the wall that had been painted pink which I had just realized.

(P.S this is the part where you should play the music now, enjoy reading!)

Since it's already late, I decided to call it a day and went straight to bed. Somehow I couldn't sleep, the large window above my desk caught my eyes, begging to see the clear terrestrial night sky again. I always thought that the stars would keep me company, they were the only true friends that never stops shining above me, but stars can't stay bright forever, someday they'll burn out, and dies.

Just like humans, just like us.

Just like my friends.

Just like my father.

All these thoughts are beginning to flood my mind, and my heart beating like crazy, sometimes depression hits and I lost control of my sanity. I did horrible things no one else knows, not even the people I trusted, and even if I did tell them, they wouldn't believe me.

I changed.

I grieved for the only person who cares about me the most.

But he left me.

And I'm here.

Trying to find you.

P u t r i m u   r u s a k

"Your daughter is broken"

End of Prologue.