Wonder

because it never escaped me

what you did to me

will never be worth it.

i hope the guilt swells up in your heart like cancer

the regret always at the back of your brain

so it never allows you a single moment of happiness

i hope it keeps you up at night.

tossing and turning,

trying to find the right position

to sleep your mistakes away

in the nocturnal haven

i hope it follows you everywhere,

never sparing a waking moment

to remind you what a sputtering garbage dump you are

i hope it follows you to the end of your life and into the next one

i hope it never fucking escapes you

because it never escaped me