"I need answers" I said to Collins walking beside me carrying a very tired Sophie.
Collin nodded in my direction.
" where are we going" I said. Our room was in the opposite direction.
"taking sophie to the guest room" he whispered. Sophie began to move around. Collins hushed and cradled her. Patting her back in the process. He takes my breath away. He's just too perfect...something I'm not. Feeling the wave of insecurity coming back. Collin opened the door and I let him walk in alone. To tuck in Sophie. I leaned my back against the hard cold wall. Watching him. He looked over at me and smiled. He turned back to sophie and kissed her forehead. My head started throbbing. He doesn't love you. Yes he does, he wouldn't have let me meet his niece. Your just a fuck to him. No, he makes love to me. He fucked you! And now he's going to dump you! He loves me. Your no good for him.
That last one stung but I know its the truth. I could never be. What he wanted me to Hes too perfect.
"Audrina" someone called "Audrina"!
I looked up and saw Colin looking at me wrapping his arms around me.
" what's wrong, why are you crying" he said kissing my head.
" Nothing, I'm just tired I'm going to go lay down" I said breaking the embrace and walked the opposite way. Wiping my face in the process.
Why. Why. Why!
The room was just how we left it. I slipped off my jeans and put on my black tights I removed my long sleeve and put on a purple sweatshirt. I looked towards the door. And was actually surprised he hasn't followed me.
I took a deep breath. I walked towards the bed. Tears started forming again.
Audrina your okay your fine you capable of love again. Dont push him away. He wont leave you. He's not like da-dd--y.
AN part two later today
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My Beloved Beast
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