Everything I Wanted (Kam)

4-Keefe (CHRISTMAS SPECIAL)

YAY TIME FOR SOME REAL KAM Y'ALL

also if ur a fanfic writer, watch the video  up there :)

as CrankThatFrank would say, lets dIVE RIGHT INTO IT!

I jump into my car, and put Linhs address into my GPS, and begin the long drive of 18 minutes. Ugh. Suchhhhhhhhhh a long car ride. Totallyyyyyyy.

I turn my radio on, and begin to blast Billie Eilish, and sing along with it as I go.

"Our love is six feet under..." I sing quietly.

After bury a friend finishes, I walk to the front door. By the way, I'm wearing a Christmas sweater with Rudolph on it.

Tam opens the door, and immediately starts blushing. "Uhm...hi, I guess?" He says, smiling awkwardly. "Dork." I say smirking and walking in, holding my bags. 

"So, where do I put my stuff?" I ask him. "Follow me." He tells me. I nod, and he leads me upstairs. He takes me to their very spacious loft, and I set my stuff down.

"Where's Linh?" I ask. He shrugs. "She went to pick up Sophie and Dex, I think. Not sure though." I smirk. "How about we get to know each other better? Like...ooh! We should play twenty questions!" I say, reaching for my phone. "Also, can I have your Instagram?" I ask. He blushes. "I-I don't have one..." He says. "Well...your number then?" I ask, still trying to make sure I can contact him. "Sure..." He says.

I hand him my phone, and he types it in as fast as possible.

Hey Tammy, it's Keefie.

                                                                                      hi. and yea, this is the right number before you ask.

"Thanks, Bangs Boy." I say, winking. He goes red again. "No problem, Blondie." He says, trying his best to smirk. I laugh, and look around at the loft.

 My favorite being a littler Tam with braces and jet black hair without the silver tips.

I get up, and walk over to it. "How old were you in this picture?" I ask. He shrugs. "10 probably." He looks at his feet. 

"Ooh! I forgot we were going to play twenty questions! You first, Tammy." I say, smirking. He freezes, but nods. "Uhm...favorite kind if art to do?" He asks. I think for a second, and then get the answer. "Definitely commission work. It's so...fun. And I find out all sorts of things from it..." Like finding out I like Tam...

"That's cool. Now, ask me." He says eagerly. "Hmm...have you ever liked anyone?" I ask. He freezes. "Yes..." He mutters. My smile returns, but it's the most fake smile ever. "That's cool. uhm...." 

My heart stopped. I'm alone. He doesn't...no. Don't think, don't start, wishing only wounds the heart...

"What are you most excited about?" Tam asks, breaking me free from my silent prison. My smile returns, yet again. "Probably today. This is the first Christmas party I've ever been to..." I trail off, and looks at my hands. Gah, I've been wringing them this whole time!

"Wow, really? I've been one other one, but things...didn't go too well..." He looks me in the eye, and opens his mouth as if to say something, but immediately closes it, and walks to the huge window.

He motions towards me to join him, and I get up. 

The view is of the backyard-very very small- but beyond it, I can see a beautiful snow capped mountain range.