Mind is a Prison [an Alec Benjamin fanfic]

two

⚠️WARNING- the events taken place in this chapter may be triggering. If you are not comfortable with physical assault or violence please skip to the next chapter⚠️
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I opened the door, smelling the fresh sent of alcohol and cigarettes almost immediately. In that moment there was no going back. He stood there. Like a statue. Not moving. Just, staring. Staring with his drunken eyes.
"Where that fuck were you" the tears where already forming in the corners of my eyes. "I'm sorry Jasper! My phone died at work and my boss got sick so I had to fill in for him and..." "NO MORE LIES! You didn't even have the audacity to text me your phone is dying!! You worthless bitch!" And with that I was thrown across the living room, the edge of the coffee table hitting my lower abdomen hard. I let out a yelp of pain. Jasper picked me up and shoved me against the wall, kissing me forcefully. The taste of vodka was strong. I tried to push him off but he was too strong. He threw me over his shoulder, sending pain through out my body from my abdomen. He brought me to the bed and started to kiss me roughly again. This time he pulled down my pants, along with my underwear. I begged him to stop but he just slapped me. He unbuttoned his jeans and threw off his boxers. He pushed himself inside of me. I just laid their, feeling the hot tears roll down my cheeks.
"Emma" I heard someone call my name but it wasn't Jasper. It was, Alec

"Emma! Wake up!"
I bolted forward waking up. Feeling tears roll down my face. Alec was sitting on the edge of the bed. Holding my shoulders. "Emma are you okay? What happened?" "I'm fine Alec. It was just a nightmare" I say wiping the tears off me.

Alecs POV
She said she was fine. But I knew she wasn't. I didn't know what to do. So I just hugged her. I held her to my chest as she cried. After 10 minutes she stopped crying so I just laid down. She snuggled up to my chest and rested her head in the crook of my neck. I held her close, wanting her to feel safe. I looked at her, admiring the beautiful girl laying with me. I really like her, even if I just met her. She is gorgeous and talented and so sweet. I don't know what I am going to do for 8 months. Hopefully she feels the same.

Emma's POV-
Yes, we cuddled. For a while. I liked it, I felt safe in his arms. I could get used to this for 8 months. But I think I like him. I mean how could I not? He is really attractive, talented, probably the nicest guy ever. But after Jasper, I don't think I can date again. He did things, unspeakable things. After that night, the night I always dream about, I've been afraid. I can't have children... when I was thrown across the room the corner of the table left terrible bruising along the inside of my abdomen. If Alec, or anyone I meet wants kids, I can't give them that. I will ruin it for them.
Thinking this brought hot tears back to my already red cheeks. I think Alec noticed because he kissed the top of my head. It sent shivers down my body. Sooner or later I fell asleep, along with Alec.