Forbidden Love

Chapter 08

Warning: Smut

TUTOK NA TUTOK si Sheena sa panood ng pelikula habang magkatabi sila ng binata na nakaupo sa carpeted floor kung saan maraming nakalatag na unan, pinalilibutan sila. It's been four days. Ganoon na siya katagal namalagi sa bahay nito at nasasanay narin siyang makasama ito. They got closer and did talk casually. It was nice being with him. She never thought that he'll be fun so she wouldn't deny that she did enjoyed his company.

And in that four days, she couldn't stop herself anymore from liking the man beside her. First day, it was still bearable, but as days goes by that they're together, her feelings got deeper. Hindi na niya ito napigilan lalo na't pinaparamdam palagi sa kan'ya ng binata kung ano ang pakiramdam ng alagaan at pahalagahan na kailan may hindi niya naranasan.

Her heart saddened. Kaya ayaw niyang iniisip ang mga magulang. Isa iyon sa mga dahilan kung bakit niya naisipang umalis sa bahay ng mga magulang niya. She never felt love and she doesn't know why! Hindi niya alam kung saan siya nagkulang at kung ano ang maling nagawa niya. Hindi niya alam kung ano ang dapat gawin. She felt so suffocated. All her life, she'd been controlled by her own parents. All her life she never felt so special. That's why she left, and then he came into her life.

Nangako siya sa sarili na hindi siya magpapaloko sa mga kabaro ni Adam. They are only sweet and fun at first but in the end, they will leave you and it's just you—crying your heart out.

Napabuntong hininga siya at inubos ang tubig na nasa basong kanina niya pa hawak at nilapag iyon sa gilid niya. Kahit hindi naman nakakaiyak ang movie na pinapanood nila, nalulungkot parin siya.

My parents can really make my mood change in an instant.

Gamit ang unan na nasa hita niya, niyakap niya ito at sinubsob ang mukha roon, maliban sa mata na nanatiling nakatingin sa tv. The movie somehow got her a little bored. Hindi niya alam kung bakit 'yon ang naisipang ipalabas ng binata.

End Game.

Sighs. Sa dinami-dami ng pwedeng ipalabas 'yon pa talaga. It's not that she dislikes it, but she watched it many times already and she already know every detail of the story. Pero kahit na ganoon, hindi parin siya nagsasawa sa napakagwapong mukha ni Chris Evans na dati niya pang pinagnanasaan.

Who wouldn't? He's handsome and just so freakin' hot. Ugh!

"Why the hell are you looking at him like you want to eat him alive?"

Palihim na napairap si Sheena nang marinig ang tono ng pananalita nito. For the four days, she now know what he feels by listening to the tone of his voice. She can tell if he's irritated, confident, defensive and...jealous. But what confused her is that, his face shows different emotion. He may sound like it but his face is emotionless. She can't figure out something. Kaya nagbabase siya sa boses nito. Nang sa ganoon ay malaman niya kung ano ang nararamdaman ng binata.

"He's handsome." Tukoy niya kay Chris Evans—my long time crush. "His face is just sooo perfect. He's mascular, he's talented and just freakin' hot." Aniya habang mapupungay ang mga matang iniisip ito. But he grip her wrist and pull her so she could face him. Mahina siyang napaigtad sa ginawa nito. Then she came to face his envious face.

Goodness. He's really jealous?

Dapat na ba siyang umasa na may nararamdaman ito para sa kan'ya? Na hindi ito katulad ng ibang lalaki na paasa? Because if not, she will surely feel anguish.

"Handsome than me?" Tiim bagang na saad nito.

Sinubukan niyang agawin ang palapulsuhan sa kamay nito pero hindi siya nagwagi. Napabuntong hininga nalang siya at tiningnan sa mata ang binata. Nakakunot ang noo nito at panay tagis ang bagang. "Goddess, hindi ako makapaniwalang pinagseselosan mo siya."