A rose for you ✅

Chapter 19

Warning!!!

Blood, cutting, abuse, self-harm

Minghao's POV

          One, two, three, rushing down, crimson swimming down my arm from the small insitions I made with the blade in my hand. All the mental pain went away but was substituted by another pest, physical. It helped me cope with everything. I'm not proud of this, but I'm used to it. Maybe I should stop feeling.

            I cleaned everything and also changed my clothes. I realize I'm still wearing Jun's sweatshirt and pants. Just a little blood made it on his hoodie. I tried to get it out with soap and water, and most of it came out, but it still had a pink tint. He won't notice it. I'll tell him it's just. Why do I cause so many problems?'

            There I go again. I was messing everything up. I don't know why he still hangs out with me. I'm probably just a stupid, messed up kid to him, a charity case.

            I finished getting ready and headed back over to his house. He was not sneaking out because he wasn't.

Jun's POV

            'What's taking him so long?' I asked myself and started to get worried. "gege Hyung?"

            "Yes, Bai Lou, you know you don't have to call me Hyung?" he came closer to me, looking a little worried, but I didn't think much of it since he's still a kid and probably lost a toy somewhere.

            "I know. I just like saying Hyung," he said cutely, which put a smile on my face. but not too long, his sadness suddenly returned. "What is it?"

            "What does it mean when you are bleeding from your arms?"