Sex and love, anger and pride [mxm] [✔]

Chapter 19

Wei enjoyed his work, some people were nice and chatted a while, others barely acknowledged his presence, and he learned to know them all.

When he saw an internal packet destined for the fifth floor, his heart pounded fast.
He took the elevator and went up. The packet wasn't for Yunlan, but he couldn't avoid moving in the direction of his office to see if he could steal a glance.

He felt ridiculous, but he did it anyway.

And there he was, Yunlan, outside his office talking to his secretary.

Yunlan had his back to him, he was bent over the secretary's desk looking over some documents.

He didn't turn, he hadn't seen him, so Wei stayed still enjoying the view.
He longed to go over there and hug him tight from behind, kiss the side of his neck and bask in his inebriating smell...

Maybe Wang Zheng told him something important, or maybe he wanted to take a better look at some document, whatever the reason was Wei saw Yunlan bend over even more until Wei had a hard time breathing.

He was only a few feet away, and his imagination ran wild, his brain filled with all the things he could do to him, and he hurried to run away.

He couldn't deliver the packet like that, he had another one to take care of before he could face other people.
It had been too long since he had held Yunlan in his arms, and now seeing him in such a sexy position had awakened the same desire he had never stopped feeling for him.

Luckily there was no-one in the bathroom and he locked himself in. He tried to be careful not to make any weird sound and touched himself, closing his eyes and imagining that he was with Yunlan, in his office, over his desk, touching him, making love to him, making him scream his name...

How had things become like they were now? As he cleaned himself, Wei thought about their situation.
They had been so happy for a while, then it all went down.
Yunlan did something wrong, but Wei had faults of his own. He had kept him at a distance, they only met at Yunlan's house and he had told him nothing of his life, could he really blame him for becoming jealous and insecure?
Why hadn't he told him that he loved him? Yunlan said it countless times, making his heart beat so loud! Wei had felt the same, but had never been able to say it. How could Yunlan know how he felt if he never said it?

Now Yunlan had stopped drinking, he seemed to be better for real, and there was no denying that his behaviour lately was flawless. He had apologised both to him and to Hong, he had kept all his promises, and was working hard at being again the amazing Yunlan he had known.

What had Wei done to make amends?

He should forgive him... after all, if Hong could forgive him, why shouldn't he?

It was obvious to him that she was over it since she had told Yunlan where he could find him - the expensive wine was evidence of that - and she had also asked him to talk to her about Yunlan.

Many things had changed, but if his relationship with Hong had evolved so much, maybe he could improve his relationship with Yunlan as well... maybe it just needed a bit of work on both parts, but wouldn't it be worth it?

Wei smiled now thinking of his Hong-mei, he really liked what they had and what their relationship had become, it was like having a sister, and it made him miss his brother less.

He decided that he would call her later, maybe talking about it would help him understand.

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"Of course I don't care, Wei-ge, it's been many weeks now, and he apologised to me, in person, with quite sincere words if I'm any judge."

Wei looked at Hong. "So you have no grudge? He hurt you.."