Sex and love, anger and pride [mxm] [✔]

Chapter 26

Yunlan let him, that was exactly what he wanted, actually that had been his number one fantasy for quite some time now.

Wei took him again, and Yunlan moaned his name so loudly that Wang would have certainly heard him, but there was nobody outside the door now and they didn't need to restrain themselves.

Wei moved his hips thrusting into him while bending over his back to bit his shoulder; Yunlan couldn't move if he wanted to, but he didn't, he was fine where he was, and his moans were a clear indication of what he wanted. "More... harder Wei, please..."

There was nothing for Shen Wei like hearing Yunlan moan his name that way, and his hands grip his hips to thrust harder.
It was so good that they both moaned loudly and came panting, staying still whispering each other's names until they got their breath back.

"Wow, should I show you my collection of ties tonight?" Yunlan said as soon as he was able to speak again.
Wei groaned, "Yeah" while his brain went on a sex trip by itself.

There was no time though to dwell on those thoughts now, Wang might come back anytime, and Yunlan still had actual work to do.

It was time to clean up, Yunlan's shirt and tie were stained but luckily he had a change of clothes, he always kept one in his office because it had happened more than once that he stained them while eating.

Wei untied Yunlan's wrists and they both got dressed.
They hugged tenderly then Yunlan kissed him softly.
"What will you do today?"

Wei smiled.
"We're almost out of tea so I'll buy some more, and then I don't know, I might call Hong-mei or read a book, I'll just enjoy some free time I guess, it's been so long since I had time for myself."

Yunlan beamed happily at that we are that spoke to his heart of a home and a life together. "I'll see you tonight then."

"Remember to eat your lunch," Wei reminded him.

"I will, but I like your cooking more."

"I'll cook for you every night," Wei said, then he softly pecked his lips and went out.

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Shen Wei had been to the store to buy more tea. He enjoyed looking around without any hurry, he couldn't remember the last time he had done that and it felt good. He saw some nice fruits and decided to buy a few, but he skipped the vegetable section for today, they had enough for now.

Enough to make Yunlan healthy dishes that they would eat together... he didn't notice the way the other people in the store were looking at him, he kept walking with a dreamy smile on his face.
After he was satisfied he had bought anything they needed, he went to pay, feeling a silly sense of pride when he took his own wallet and paid for it.

To pay for the food was his responsibility. That had been his compromise with himself when he had yielded, accepting that Yunlan paid for the house rent and bills as he had always done before they started living together.

It had been hard at first, his pride had made him insist that he contribute to all expenses, but at the end his heart had won and he had finally let himself loosen up. He didn't want Yunlan to think that he felt like a guest, he wanted him to know that he loved him too.

Suddenly a thought entered his mind, taking him back to the first time he actually told Yunlan he loved him. That day he had told him about his brother.
He had been wrong in keeping it inside for so long. He had always thought that talking about his death would have made it more real and more painful, but it had been a mistake. It had been too hard to accept it and move on, but now that he had confronted it he felt lighter. The pain would always be there, but he would be able to move on with Yunlan's help.

How had he wronged Yunlan keeping him out for so long, it isn't charity when it comes from someone who loves you, and from now on Wei decided that he would always let Yunlan help him if he offered to, and he would repay him with all his love and support.

He smiled thinking of all the things that he wanted to tell Yunlan, he wanted to tell him all about his brother and himself, he wanted Yunlan to know that he loved him deeply and that he meant the world to him.

As he arrived back at the apartment he now shared with Yunlan, he put the things he had bought in the kitchen.
Everything was in order now, all cups and glasses in the same cabinet, thoroughly washed, chopsticks and cutlery in the same drawer, the fridge was devoid of beer but it was full with vegetables, meat and fish, at the center of the table there was a nice plate full of fruits, and the kitchen looked much more homey now that it was regularly used.

Once he finished, Shen Wei looked around, this was his home now; he walked around the house, opened drawers and closets where he found his own clothes as well as Yunlan's, and he smiled at them.
He did the laundry then he looked at the clock, it would be a long time before Yunlan would be home so he went back to the kitchen.

He took the book he had bought smiling at this luxury that he could finally afford. The job at Yunlan's company paid well enough and the months he had spent doing two jobs he had earned quite a lot, and now that he didn't have to pay part of the rent and bills he could afford to think of himself and indulge in little pleasures like a relaxing day at home with a book that was his own.

Tomorrow he will call Hong-mei and invite her over for tea, but for today he had other plans. He sat on the couch with the book in his hands and began to read it peacefully.

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It was time to go home, so Yunlan put his dirty clothes in a bag inside his suitcase and went out.

He looked at that bench that always made him think of the first time they met; it had also been a symbol of his state of mind.
He had been unhappy and in no hurry to get home, sitting on it to let time go by waiting for the bus to arrive, then he had met Wei and he hadn't stopped anymore, he always took a taxi to rush home by his man.

For many days after they broke up he had been too heartbroken to even look at it, and more than once he had walked home.
Once he finally put his life together, he sat on it again, thinking of what he had lost, wishing for the bus to arrive as late as possible so not to spend too much time alone in that house.

After they got back together, that bench had welcomed him again, because Wei worked at night and he had no reason to rush home.
But now things were even better than his dreams, Wei had chosen him over his second job, he had opened his heart and let him in, and this time Yunlan wouldn't let anything, not even himself, separate them again, they would find a way to make it work, he would not give up on him no matter what obstacles may be found on their way.

Yunlan smiled and inwardly bid that bench goodbye. From now on there would always be someone waiting for him at their home.
Every night he would find Wei in their kitchen and it was a knowledge so wonderful it seemed a dream but it was real, his reality from now on, he would find him there not only to make passionate love, but to enjoy his smiles and his company, his cooking and his love.

Yunlan's smile was wider than ever when he averted his eyes from that bench for the last time and sent them searching for a taxi.

He couldn't wait to get home.

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