these days - benjey

prologue

prologue

i was hangin' with you and then i realized
i didn't think it was true
i was surprised

benjis pov

i hastily walk into my room, with only one thing on my mind, when i spotted it. i rushed over, flipping the pages as fast as possible til i found the last page, which i had kept for this exact moment, which i then wrote in a hurried scrawl, "when i found out i had fallen for you, jorge."

i didn't want to believe my feelings for you

every time i think of his face, it feels like a torch as been shone on my life, a voice in the back of my head told me that feeling this way as against nature, but the feeling in my gut kept pulling me closer and closer to him, and didn't care what the voice said.

i didn't want to believe that i could lose you

he is my everything and anything, i would die to have his hands in mine, his lips on mine and vice versa.

if i told you just how i felt

i shook my thoughts out of my mind, i felt like everything would be okay once he gave a simple glance and smile.

but i can't help it

feeling like i was on a new high, i went to bed with literal heart eyes

im falling for you

and couple streets away, in another street, another house, another bed then same thing was happening to jorge.

a/n:
um so this is my first book, hope you enjoyed the prologue, i came up with the storyline today, and hopefully i can start to write longer chapters, for the update schedule i'm planning 3/4/5 updates a week excluding this week so get ready for more chapters coming in the future

total words: 359 words (including the a/n and song lyrics)

written: 26/12/2019 (boxing day bby)

also i'd like to know ur opinion on the combination of song lyrics and actual text, cuz i've seen other people do it, and i'm unsure if it'll work for the rest of the book :)