bad date // depp

0.7

I regret saying those words. I wasn't ready for those types if things. I was still 19 and hadn't lost my v tag! what if he doesn't have condoms; what if I get pregnant; what if he has a disease! My breathing started to get heavier as he put down his drink and got closer to me, my breaths began to shudder when he kissed my neck. I looked up at the ceiling and my breath broke into a million pieces. he could sense it, I could tell. he leaned back but didn't move back to his previous place.
"how old are you johnny?" I asked nervously.
"27 Chloe, how old are you?" he replied.
"19." I slurred, swerving my head trying to hide my embarrassed face. he looked shocked.
"you look older," he chuckled, I let out a small giggle playing along with the situation.
"I guess I get it a lot" I shrugged. things were getting awkward now and I had no idea how to get out of this situation, maybe I should go. I didn't feel I was a potential 'mate' for Johnny.
"I ..I s-should go. " I stated.
Johnny just sighed then raising his eyebrows. I grabbed all my things very quickly and speed walked out the door. I was expecting him to run after me in the street and beg for me back. but no, it was a very cold December and I had no coat.
I got into my rugged flat as I dumped my bag on the floor and immediately ran a hot bath. I sat in the bath with my knees up to my chin, wondering what he was thinking. was it too soon to have feelings? (v short chapter soz😂)