Befriending the broken girl

4

I woke up to the sound of my alarm and realized that today was Monday the day I was dreading I got up and took a shower I got dressed in a knitted sweater and a pair of faded blue jeans I brushed my hair and brushed my teeth I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror and hated what I saw I put on a bit of foundation to cover up how pale I was
I went down the stairs to see Ezra sitting at the table eating a bowl of a cereal and drinking a bottle of beer he looked at me for a second and looked at the chair beside him I sat down and poured my self some cereal and put milk in the bowl right after and started to eat the cereal
"Be good today I'm going to be busy today and I don't need you getting into anything" he gave me a stern look and narrowed his eyes at me
" yes sir" I looked down at my cereal avoiding his gaze I took big bites of my cereal and grabbed my bag for school
I walked to school listening to the music blasting through my ear buds I finally got to school and saw a group people laughing and talking they were trying to say something to me but I just kept going forward into the school I stopped in front of the door slowly letting my hand reach for the door I started to pull it open when someone pushed their hand against it stopping me from going inside I look down at my big clunky boots whoever stopped me pulled one of my earbuds out of my ear made me turn around so that I was facing them I looked down trying to avoid their gave  they put their hand under my chin and forced to look at them he had rlly dark brown eyes I tried to avoid his gaze
" hello?" He lowered his head so that he was closer to my height I turned back around and tried to go inside the building he grabbed my arm to stop me it hurt he grabbed the lower part of my arm pushing into the cuts on my arm I winced and he looked down at his hand he tried to pull up my sleeve and I pushed him away as hard as I could causing him to stumble slightly I quickly opened the door and ran to the bathroom and noticed that one of my many cuts was bleeding from how Jordan  had held my arm I quickly rinsed off my arm and grabbed tissue to wrap around my cut and I looked at myself in the mirror and felt a ping of anger and sadness come over me he did this to me why did they have to die why couldn't I have died with them I felt a tear roll down my face and I quickly wiped it away "I can make it through the day" I took a deep breath and made my way to the office to get my schedule and quickly went to class I know class doesn't start for another 10 minutes but I just didn't want to run into Jordan why did he stop me from going inside was it to see if he could make me blush or cry was it some prank?
Kind of a longer chapter I'm trying to get back into writing so hopefully I do okay 👌