Sammy's Message

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12/27/19
(A/N: This is Sammy's audio log that was given to you by Jack. Enjoy....💙)

"Hey, (Y/N).... If you're listening to this, then it's been a good long while since we've last seen each other. I hope the time never comes where you would have to listen to this, but at this point, who the hell knows anymore.

Bendy's been going crazy lately. He's becoming insane. I must admit, I guess we never really knew the true demon that lied within. But his outbursts and raging fury, I certainly can't blame him for it. He really misses you a lot, more than you or anyone else in this damned studio would've ever thought. I'm not at all surprised that he misses you this much though.... I really miss you too.

Wait, hang on a second. Before I say anything further, I feel I should make sure this is clear. I completely respect your relationship with Bendy. You guys are a couple, a married couple. Your heart belongs to him, and his heart belongs to you. The two of you were made to each other, and I want nothing but the best for you and him. So please, keep in mind that whatever I'm about to say next.... I don't want you getting worried or having second thoughts. I'm not trying to ruin your happiness, I promise.

As I was about to say.... You are such a remarkable woman. You bring life to this dead, twisted studio. You bring light to the never-ending darkness. You are the last breath of sanity in this psychotic abyss. Everything about you is the complete opposite of the studio and the lost souls who are trapped here. That's what makes you everything we need down here. A true blessing. You are quite a miracle, (Y/N). Always leaving me in awe.

Not only just that, it seems that you are nothing short of perfect. I don't care what you say, but you are simply breathtaking. Your face holds contagious hope, your brain holds the most imaginative thoughts, your heart holds more love, kindness, and compassion than any other soul here in the studio. You truly are a magnificent angel walking among all us demons. So please, don't put yourself down and don't criticize your appearance or personality. It's such a sorrowful thing to hear.

Heh.... This is all probably a little weird to be hearing from me of all people. I didn't mean to ramble about that, but I guess I just can't help myself right now. Just endlessly talking about you for hours.... I don't know.... It kinda keeps me calm, y'know? Makes me feel as if you really right here with us like normal. Gives me a break from reality long enough to keep my sanity.

I'm sorry. I hope this recording won't be taking up too much of your time. There's only a few things I wanted to say and I've already gotten way off track. I guess.... Some part of me is still clutching onto the doubt. Something keeps forcing me to secretly believe that we will never find you again. It makes me want to get every little thing off my chest, right here and now.

So.... I guess I will? To an extent? Yeah, that sounds pleasing. I already talked about how much I admire you and how perfect you truly are, so what would be next? I guess I'll start with our friendship. That gives me time to prepare what I really wanted to say. Well, I absolutely enjoy your company. You really brighten my day every time you step foot into my Music Department. Life's been really rough as an ink prisoner. Honestly, it's just slightly tougher than how my life was working for Joey. All the time, it was constant stress and frustration, and I resorted to partial violence and rage as my outlet. So seeing you come down just to visit me of all people, to try to make me happy and humor me with your jokes and....well, terrible puns....it really changes my world each time. You give me a new reality, one to look forward to.

Being around you is quite refreshing. Much better than sitting in all the ink or only talking to Jack. No offense against him, I love the guy, but our conversations seem to be getting stale and much shorter with each passing day. But to have you with your special sense of humor and have you actually be able to play the piano with me.... That's something I wouldn't give up for the world. Your company.... Well, I guess I'm not going to beat around the bush anymore. You are the one thing I treasure most in my life.

Saying that.... You probably know what I'm getting at. But since you really aren't here with me, unfortunately.... I have no way of making sure that you are actually getting my hints, so I'm going to have to say it outright, while I still have the time, and while Bendy is still out searching for you. So here I am! I'm going to say it! ....Any minute now, I'm going to gather the courage to tell you something important.

....I really.... I really like.... Argh, god dammit! Why is this so hard!? I thought this would've been easier because you really aren't here in front of me, but this is just as hard as it would be if I said this to your freaking beautiful face! ....Sorry, I didn't mean to say that, I don't think. But seeing as how that compliment slipped out so easily....

Oh? Oh no! Bendy's coming back. I'm really sorry to have to cut this off, (Y/N). I'll come back to this if I ever find the time. But for now, I really must go. If Bendy ever hears any part of what I've said to you and about you, he'd probably hang me, or worse. Anyway, I'll be seeing you soon, I promise. I know we will find you....at some point. So....goodbye, (Y/N).

....And I love you."

~Sammy Lawrence

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