The change (zalfie fanfic)

Now or never

~quick authors note~
I'm doing another update. This one is gonna be fairly long.~

I got changed into my black leggings, white 'New York City' top and my pink jacket pairing it with my pink and blue air max. I shoved my hair up into a high pony and grabbed my phone and my house keys. I don't know why I brought my phone but oh well.
I hurried out the door locking up after me. I shoved everything into my pocket and ran. While I was running to the train station every special memory came flashing into my mind one by one coming and going. It's all to much for me I began to cry. I'm getting so fed up of crying 24/7.
About 20 minutes later the train station was in my view. Why did I decide to run. Oh yeah I sold my car for more money.
I heard a car engine behind me and naturally you would look behind you. I saw a familiar car before I realised it was joe. My brother who moved to Australia. Why the heck was he here? I panicked and decided to carry on running. Joe slowly pulled up beside me basically telling me to stop through actions. I snapped my head to look through the windscreen forgetting I had mascara down my face and I looked awful.
'Zoe.' Joe whispered staring at me.
'Long time no see' I sighed looking away from him.
'Oi look at me'
I turned my head back.
'What's wrong?' He spoke calmly
'Nothing what do you mea..' I spoke to soon forgetting I had just been crying and I was as thin as hell and I looked hideous.
'Zoe your gonna snap any minute, are you eating'
I just stared at him before I ran. Ran as fast as my skiny feet could take me. Which wasn't fast. I cried for the bloody zillionth time.
'Zoe'
'Zoe sugg get her now!!!' I heard joe scream. I heard the engine roaring behind me before I quickly took a detour through the bushes.
I sprinted up the little path leading to the train station I legged it up onto the stoney bridge. No one was around. Only a rare few people on the trains but no one to hear or see me. Perfect. It was 10pm dark and gloomy. I stepped onto the bridge edge and slowly looked up. There was a beautiful sunset in front of me. Almost as beautiful as Alfie's face. God how much I want his arms wrapped round me right now. Us laughing and joking.
But I can't have that. I have ruined it for myself. I looked down seeing the rail way tracks below me. I saw a train coming up. It came closer and closer and closer and my body leaned closer and closer and closer and wind took me.