I Don't Care

Surprises all around

RECAP:

" You and your brother must do this together with the help of bith your mates. Your great great great grandmother failed because she was too stubborn and independant to except help. However you are not like that."

Jordan spoke " Mom, Dad i found my mate the 2nd day Blaze went missing her name is Rosie Waters"

" * i gasp.* R-r-o-s-s-ie's y-ou-r m-m-mate" i croak out.

" yes do know her. "

" Yes. Its a long story thats in the past. I tell you some other time. Its nothing serious."

everyone looked at me skeptically but i just got up to find Mason. When i found him he was in his room alone.

The x-box controller was on the floor and black opps was in. I sat at the edge of the bed just watching him finally i gathered enough courage to ask him.

" Mason please tell me what happened in your past. I need to know. "

* end of recap *

" ok. But no one can no."

I nod my head in understandment. I am practically about to jump out my chair. I am so nosy.

" As you now I am the alpha, and as a child having to worry about a whole pack was scary. "

I nod. " see everyone expects greatness from me. I'm not aloud to mess up, but that's all I do."

" Growing up everyone wanted to be my friend. They encouraged me to be Mr. Perfect. And when I messed up they blamed themselves.

They never punished me or said no. Even though the love me it was like they didn't care.

At 10 I discovered my powers. At first it shocked me but after a while thing got easier. Your the second person I have told. Being Mr. Perfect I thought that I would be called names and laughed at.

Especially when my first girlfriend found out. She never spoke to me again. She said I was a monster.

From that day my heart was cold. I was distant. I wanted everyone to feel rejected. No one wanted. No one cared. No one loved me. At least that's what I thought.

You have to understand I was in a bad place I was hurt and depressed. I needed help.

The feel of rejection was too much. On my 13 birthday i turned into my wolf.

It was the best day of my life. My wolf explained how things worked. He said he'd lead me to my mate and she'd lead me to greatness.

My wolf saved my life a couple times to. I tried to kill us

once. Fucking bastard didn't talk to me for 3 weeks, but hey i did tried to kill us. I was tired. I have killed more than you'd think. I enjoyed it. When i relive those days it hurts... me.

When i turned 14 I was into drugs they made my feel alive. I got so high one time i killed someone mate... an alphas mate...
he wanted revange. He still does. At 15 i got my act together and started looking for you.

But through the whole things everyone blamed themselves for my actions. They acted like they made me do it. It wasn't there fault all they had to do was tell me to stop. I would of.

No one blame me. Why? they let me do whatever I wanted! They just had to say stop!

He's still out there. He's looking for me. He promised to take everything away from me. I don't blame him.
If I could take it back I would.
it's all my fault." bye the end he was crying.