I Don't Care

GET YOUR HANDS OF MY MATE

Liam

POV. Misty

* I slam the door closed to my room * I walk towards the bathroom. I being to run the water I have the water turned down to cold becuase I did to cool down.

I look in the mirror.

Theres this girl. Shes dirty and looks terribly. Shes not fat and not ugly, but everyone says she is. She feels so worthless, like shes nothing at all.

I step away from the mirror and into the tub filled to the brink with cold water.

I can instantly feel myself cooling down till i'm numb.

And even though I feel the changes of my body tempurature I can't feel anything at all.

SOmetimes I wonder is this even real. A life so terrible. Why would anyone do this. Why would the moon goodess allow me to be put into this situation where I choose death over life.

For my whole life all I have ever been is invisible. I JUST WANNA BE HEARD!!! ONCE! is that too much to ask.

What about to be loved.

My owm best friend didn't even notice. She never cared enough.

Misty I know we haven't spoken in a while but everything will be okay. Trust me.

SHUT UP BLAZE! JUST SHUT UP! DON"T TALK TO ME YOUR MY WOLF! my wolf AND you WEREN'T THERE JUST LIKE HER!!! JUST LIKE EVERYONE!!

Misty I'm sorry but I can't stand to see you in pain your the best human ever.

you don't get you weren't always there. You didn't see how they treated me. YOU DON'T KNOW THE PAIN!! every night every day every second. I can't do this. SHe had the nevere to get mad at me.  SHE'S THE ONE WHO DIDN'T NOTICE!!! WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO!!!! I COULDN'T TELL HER!!! How would you explain that to your bestfriend.

i know i'm..

NO!! YOU DON'T KNOW THAT'S THE PROBLEM!!!!! NO ONE KNOWS!! 

I block Blaze off and grab my razor. I look bback and forth from my blade to my arm and finally I cut.

As the blood drips down my arm I feel relief, becuase I can feel something It's like my minds at ease but It quickly washes a away once I realize that this wasn't some dream this is actually my life and everyday it just keeps getting worse.

After about 15min. my dad burst through the door and he pulls me up by my hair and throws me back into my room.

This is why I always wear clothes while taking a bath or show----

* coughs up blood* he punched me in the stomach

All I do is lay there. Retreiving punch after puch, blow after blow, kick after kick and there's nothing to do but endure the pain.

For the next hour I am nearly beaten to death by the man I am forced to call 'DAD'.

POV. Blake

I throw the lamp at the wall "UGH! I HATE IT HERE. I HATE HER AND MASON I HATE YOU WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE!" I throw the TV out the window and now i'm lying down on my broken bed crying.

" why * sobb sobb* d-iiii-d hh-ee ch-che-CHEAT! * sobb sobb*

Blake I am so sorry but we can't hide in here forever its been 4 days we need food but first take a shower and put on makeup.

Daniela I know your r-right b-but I c-can't

Blake yeas you can

I slowly get out the bed everything is a mess.