Pain

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CY: scared of who?
HS: well... *looks at Tzuyu*
Tz: y-you're scared of me? *he doesn't reply to her*
JH: okay we're gonna go now, Tzuyu come when you're done
HS: yeah let's go inside as well

Tzuyu's pov: if this is true I really can't believe it.. why on earth is he scared of me?

Tz: talk to me Jungkook!
JK: what?
Tz: you're scared of..of me?
JK: it's not really what it looks like Tzuyu..
Tz: just answer my freaking question Jungkook..
JK: y-yeah but no-no it complicated Tzuyu. I'm not really scared of YOU I'm scared of something else
Tz: tell me what you're scared about then
JK: it's not so easy.. I can't tell you-
Tz: you know what leave it Jungkook.. I really can't believe you, one time smiling and laughing with me and now you're scared of me?
JK: no-
Tz: you're really unbelievable.. even after our stage together tonight? This is really your reaction. Well Jungkook once you understand your feeling you can talk to me. But now I really don't wanna talk to you.. oh and you can have this back..

I was still wearing the bunny necklace he gave me in Fiji but now I really don't want it.. I took it off and placed it in his hand without him wanting to take though

 I took it off and placed it in his hand without him wanting to take though

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JK: Tzuyu please listen to me.
Tz: I don't wanna hear it Jungkook. I though I knew you better, but being scared of m-me? I can't understand this lame excuse if you don't want me around just say it straight to my face! *voice cracks a bit*
JK: p-please *a tear falls out of his eye*

I turn and left without looking at him again because if I did I was gonna start crying..I really don't want to cry in front of him.. as I turn the corridor the girls had listened to everything and were there looking at me wide eyed

Tz: don't say it. Let's just leave *sniffs*

I could see all their concern looks because they know me. And they also know that once I start crying I won't stop easily..

Jungkook's pov: I hit my back against the wall while wiping away some tears. I knew I was gonna lose her like this because I can't fucking figure out how I feel about her... the dressing room door opened and everyone looked kinda mad at me but didn't want to say it cause they saw me crying..they pulled me in a hug and after that we left I can't think of anythinga and anyone right now only her and how stupid I am..

Elina's pov: after that day everything changed. They weren't the same as before. The times that the other ones tried to get them to meet up were countless but always failed. At this point they hadn't talked to eachother in weeks even if Jungkook still talked to the rest of the girls and Tzuyu to the boys whenever they would see eachother one of them would leave immediately. After such a long wait there was SBS Gayo Daejeon

JN: how are you man?
JK: have been better to be honest..
HS: come on everything's gonna be okay relax gguck
JK: you're seriously telling me to relax?
SG: come on shut up we're almost there

Hoseok's pov: I haven't seen a smile on Jungkook's face in a long while now. Every now and then I can hear him crying at night, his eyes are always puffy.. I've never seen him like this before and especially over a girl. Tzuyu really ment a lot to him. Even if I'm trying to cheer him up for today cause he's going to see her, I'm not so hopeful myself. We are here at the venue and we're walking on the red carpet. Jungkook's in the middle of course and will you guess what Twice arrived just after us. Jungkook was panicking, he looked at me and i just smiled to him. He bowed to the girls and walked off. From what I saw Tzuyu was trying not even to look out way. We went inside and stood there because our manger had some things to do. Right at that moment Twice were entering

CY&JY: annyeong
NY: annyeonghaseyo *bows and winks at jin*
JH: annyeonghaseyo *smiles and bowes*
DH&SN:annyeong *now and smile*
MN&MM:annyeonghaseyo*bow*

Jungkook's pov: she won't even look at me. Twice were passing by us and everyone smiled and bowed, once Tzuyu saw us she looked down bowed and sped walked off, messing up the girls line. I heard Nayeon noona say something to her but didn't really pay attention. My eyesight was getting blurry from a few tears but no not tonight..

NY: will you wait up for the life of God *runs yo to her and grabs her hand*
Tz:what?
NY: don't give me that face Tzuyu I know you good enough for this bullshit
MN: unnie not in that way..
NY: this is the only way she'll understand Minari. Fuck what everyone else thinks what is that your heart wants huh?
MM: Tzuyu unnie is not trying to hurt you but to burst you bubble

Momo's pov: we were standing just outside our dressing room. Nayeon unnie had enough of Tzuyu being stubborn. She knew.. we all knew that Tzuyu was pulling up her emotions inside of her. Once she let her emotions out she would see everything with a clearer view but she isn't so easy about this. As Nayeon unnie wa talking the boys were coming our way. Me and Jeongyeon unnie saw them and we motioned them to get inside their dressing room that was right before ours. I think Tzuyu noticed them too but was too num to say anything. As Nayeon was going on Tzuyu's eyes were filled with tears

NY: I know you're hurting Tzuyu!holding everything in doesn't help. I'm tired of you being like this and dragging us all down with you. Just get everything out what's so hard?!
Tz: unnie I can't *she bursts out crying heavily*

Now there's something you need to understand. Nayeon unnie didn't want to be mean she wanted to make Tzuyu let all her emotions out and succeed. Jihyo unnie quickly pushed us since before Tzuyu started crying more heavily. She had now sat down with Nayeon unnie and me. She was crying non stop in Nayeon's chest while holding tight my hand

Tz: unnie I can't take this anymore! I hate him, I h-hate him so much b-but I love him... *cries her eyes out*
NY: I know baby I know.. just let it all out it's gonna be okay

Nayeon unnie was caressing her hair and rubbing her back. I let her and went to grab some water for her as I walked out the boys door was open i passed by it quickly heard Hoseok's voice

HS: Momoring wait!
MM: oh oppa.. hey
HS:what happened?
MM: a lot and nothing. Currently Tzuyu is crying her eyes out because of gguck..
HS: Momoring just know that-
MM: yes oppa I know it's not his fault but it isn't Tzuyu's either. Their both suffering though. Care as to why? A word that is so easy to say but hurts so much once you feel it...
HS: why are you so serious all of a sudden Momo?
MM: ask Yerin not me *leaves*

He was left dumbfounded. And what if I'm jealous? Ye,  I saw him getting on with Yerin very well, a little too much you would say but it's not like were dating or anything.. it hurts though it hurts a lot.

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They seem to be hurting a lot. Momo is jealous? I really don't know

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(Elina👑)

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