Oh god what have I done?!|She-ra reboot, Glimmer x Catra,(real life au)

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Warning: cursing, mental breakdown, self hatred, angst!!!

Glimmer's POV:

Glimmer and Catra sat at their table in an awkward silence neither of them wanted to break. But,   Glimmer's boredom got the best of her, so she cleared her throat and started to speak.

"Why-"

"Don't" Catra interrupted her.

Glimmer scoffed, "What do you mean, don't? Don't what?"

Catra sighed and glanced towards Glimmer, "You were going to ask why I wanted to jump, weren't you?" Catra asked even though she knew the answer, "If you want to make this less uncomfortable, then maybe you should talk about something other than Suicide, you know,"

Glimmer shifted in her seat, "Yeah, I know. Uh, so..." Glimmer struggled to finish her pathetic attempt of a conversation. "How are you?"

Catra rolled her eyes, clearly annoyed by the conversation. Nonetheless, she answered Glimmer.

"Oh I'm fine thanks, I just want to kill myself because I push everyone away from me. Thanks for asking," Catra flashed an exaggerated smile to Glimmer, making Glimmer feel uncomfortable.

Okay, she's right, maybe I should've asked something else

"What do you do for fun?"

Catra slammed her fist on the table, resulting in multiple stares.

"SHUT UP! Can't you see! I don't want to be your 'friend'! So just shut up!" Catra yelled, not noticing the other people in the the restaurant stopping to stare.

The uncomfortable feeling in Glimmer's mind was replaced with rage.

"Well no wonder everybody leaves you! You're nothing but an asshole who is going to die alone! And no one's going to care!" 

Catra's reaction immediately made Glimmer regret what she said.

Catra's POV

Catra wanted to say something back, but something stopped her. Or more like, someone.

She's right, you know. No one will miss you when you're dead.

Shut up

What? We both know that I'm right. All she left out was how useless you are. Come on! You couldn't even kill yourself!

Shut. Up.

Well, hey. Think about the silver lining! She'll be easy to get rid of, since you have had practice. You know, with Adora and Double Trouble and all. And with Double Trouble you didn't even try! They'll just get bored of you, just like Glimmer here.

"SHUT UP!SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!" Tears were streaming down Catra's face. When she opened her eyes and saw everyone staring at her, that was the last straw. Her chest got tight, and she could feel a panic attack incoming. Catra stumbled out the restaurant.

"Catra! Where are you going?" Glimmer called after her, but Catra barely heard her. 

Catra just kept on running. To no where in particular, just somewhere.