Fear

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Jungkook's point of view:
Today Tae brought me a few grapes too see if I could attempt too atleast eat something.

Tae's point of view :
" Jungkook's it's ok you don't need too eat if your not completely sure about it just yet . Your still beautiful but everyone just wants too see you healthy . " I told him while hugging and kissing his forehead , i felt bad that Jungkook was trying too force him self too eat too make me happy.

" I know it's just that if you are trying too make me healthy I want too make you happy but I can't do that unless I eat " Jungkook said crying putting another grape in his mouth just too run too the bathroom and puke it out 5 seconds later . It hurts too see him like that but if only he knew sense I saw him I haven't scratched , bit, or cut my self because he makes me happy just being around him no Matter how he is . I haven't even thought of dying sense I've been near him .
" Jungkook come here " I told him , after wiping his mouth with a paper towel he sits next too me but that didn't feel right. So I sat him on my lap and hugged him . Suddenly I bursted into tears .
" Jungkook you don't know how happy I've been Sense you have appeared in my life I haven't thought of self harm or death sense then. I know your trying but it feels like I'm going too lose you , your getting thinner every day and I can't handle that . I would die if you get hurt . My biggest fear is losing you because that means I lost the most important person too me and the reason for my happiness. Jungkook you might not know but you have already helped me without trying ." I told him and then I got the urge too kiss him.

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